LOVE MI or F*CK OFF

Brain Dead Tues!!

2011-03-08T14:47:00.003+08:00

another 4hrs seminar! ahz its killing mi!~(T.T)
2daez is da perfect daez 2 stay at home n slp my daez awaez, since its da 1st timex in so mani daez tt it rained BIG BIG in da middle of da nitez!
it shld b damn SHIOK 2 slp thru
BUT!!
im up at 4am+ 2 do my stupid marketing channel weekly case analysis write up (which will earn mi LESS THAN 1 PATHETIC % of da whole module's marks!!!) such tt i can make it in timex 2 submit it during our 8.30-1230am seminar!
ya~~wtf ritez!? lol
n nw, im stuck yet again in another 4hrs seminar 2.30-6.30pm wiv another two case studies presentation to sit thru..where we hav 2 literalli FIGHT lik mad against our super aggressive+nasty classmatex 4 our PRECIOUS 18% CLASS PARTICIPATION MARKS!!
arghz~~
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**kessiz notez: brain-dead every tues...

DREAMnDANCE

2011-02-26T16:28:00.003+08:00

DREAM as if u ll live 4eva~~
n DANCE as if dere is no tml**

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**kessiz notez: i can sense a clubbing session nearing!

DaOneULove**

2011-01-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

**Da One U Love**-GlennFrey
i noe u nid a frenz, sumone u can tok 2
hu ll understand wat u're gg thru
wen it cum 2 love, dere is no easy ans
oly u can saez wat u're gonna do

i heard u on da fone, u took his number
saez u weren't alone, but u would call him soon
isn't he da guy, da guy hu left u crying?
isn't he da 1 hu make u blue?

wen u rmb those nites in his arms
u noe u gotta make up ur mind

r u gonna stay wiv da 1 hu loves u
or r u gg back 2 da 1 u love?
sumone's gonna cry wen dey noe dey've lost u
sumone's gonna thkz da stars above

wat u gonna saez wen he comes ovr?
dere's no easy waez 2 c tis thru
all da broken dreams, all da disappointmt
oh galz, wat u gonna do?

ur heart keeps saying its juz nt fair
but still u gotta make up ur mind

r u gonna stay wiv da 1 hu loves u
or r u gg back 2 da 1 u love?
sumone's gonna cry wen dey noe dey've lost u
sumone's gonna thkz da stars above
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**kessiz notez: super old classic~~but still so sexy+nicez...da lyrics r so true tt we still can relate 2 it even though it's moz probably written centuries back..=)

DANCING QUEEN!!(=^^=)

2010-09-15T22:02:00.005+08:00

u can dance~u can jive~havin da timex of ur life~~
c tt galz~watch tt scene~diggin da dancin queen~~
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fridaez nitez n da lights r low
lookin out 4 da plc 2 go
where dey play da ritez music, gettin in da swing
u cum in 2 look 4 a king
anibodi could b tt guyz
nitez is young n da music's high
wiv a bit of rock music, everyting is fine
u're in da mood 4 a dance
n wen u get da chance...
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u're da dancing queen, young n sweetx, oly 17~
dancing queen, feel da beat fm da tambourine~
u can dance~u can jive~havin da timex of ur life~~
c tt galz~watch tt scene~diggin da dancin queen~~
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u're a teaser, u turn dem on
leave dem burnin n den u're gone
lookin out 4 another, anione ll do
u're in da mood 4 a dance
n wen u get da chance...
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u're da dancing queen, young n sweetx, oly 17~
dancing queen, feel da beat fm da tambourine~
u can dance~u can jive~havin da timex of ur life~~
c tt galz~watch tt scene~diggin da dancin queen~~
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**kessiz notez: FRIDAEZ!!(=^^=)

GUITAR~~pros+cons

2010-09-14T15:20:00.004+08:00

im seriousli damn BORED nw~~

n i still hav another 1hr 2 kill b4 my guitar electives!!!

GOSH~

tt's da probz of taking up an classes which no other frenz wanna join...

cant believe tt im gonna slack in sch alone 4 2hrs or more by myself EVERY TUES 4 da rest of da semester....

hahaha but i love guitar!! so....haiz

but aniwaez! im damn xcited bout da guitar class ltr on coz im getting my NEW GUITAR!!! HEHE

ya i oreadi hav an acoustic guitar at hm liaoz but da teacher specificalli saez he wan us all 2 use a classical one

AND

he oso quite specificalli saez tt he dun wanna c ani lousy guitars in da class so i reli hav no choice but 2 fork out $125 2 buy da cheapest guitar in da range tt he recommended...

den we hav 2 buy da tuner too so dere goes another $20~

ohz da teacher is seriousli crazy!! he highli recommended 4 us 2 buy da $690 one while we r oly students n tis is oly lessons 4 da beginners' lvl!!

hahhaah i bet he draw commissions fm da guitar sales n i tink those students hu reli buy tt $690 guitar is either seriousli crazy, or hav too much $$$ hahhaha..

tt aside...i abit regretted taking tis elective

coz initalli, i tot we juz nid 2 go dere n learn hw 2 play da guitar, fullstop~

BUT 2 my horror i realized tt its nt oly tt manz!!

1st, we hav 2 submit a 2000words eassy on guitar (20%)...u ll tink tt its ez? but no!! da 2000words muz b either on da guitar wood, stings, neck, or wateva ALONE n nt on da whole guitar mind u~gosh, no matter hw great im at crapping stuff i dun tink i can crap 2000words on tt!!

2nd, we have a 3-5 qns essay format test on guitar!!! (30%) n da teacher saez tt he ll gib us 5 big stacks of notez on da history of guitar, materials to make guitar blahblahblah~ 2 help us prep 4 da test....seriousli, WTH!!?? hahhaha...

3rd, finalli we hav cum 2 da practical components (50%)..dere r 3 parts, all of us llb given da same piece of music 2 play individually...den we hav 2 play an individual piece which we will pick out ourselves, DEN!! he ll randomli pick a piece n ask u 2 play 4 him on da spot!!!

gosh gosh gosh~~

aft hearin myself,

i tink i hav juz enrolled myself into hell~~lol

**kessiz notez: but.....STILL XCITED!!(^^) hahhaha!

1st-timez....

2010-08-26T01:25:00.002+08:00

ooooooo....
2daez shldb da *1st timez* tt i feel so rejected n left out in my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE.....
*sniff*(OO)
SOOOO SAD!!!
sooo tis is hw it feels being left out??
gosh~its such a horrible feeling... its worst dan break-ups n it feels lik betrayal....sobsob...ahhhz feel so no-back-bone nw!!
hmmm...i ll reli lik 2 apologize 2 all those whom i may hav proposeli (hopefulli nvber b4) or accidentalli cast tis kinda feelings upon b4!!
i promised i ll b a beta frenz 2 every1 n ll nvber eva make ani 1 ard mi feel tis waez~serious!
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**kessiz notez: God, i hope tis ll b da 1st n da last timex....

CRAVINGS!!!

2010-06-05T17:28:00.004+08:00

craving is such a bad bad tingz coz its reli distracting....
u cant concentrate on anitingz u do~
n juz keep tinking bout it all daez long gosh!!

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recentli i have been having sum serious cravings 4~FOOD....every min every sec i have been tinkin bout FOOD since mondaez till nw....
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Mon: Lunch buffet @ Holiday Inn, Beef meatball spaghetti n a thai tidbits which i cant rmb da name
Tues: Curry chicken, Tom Yam Soup, Salmon sashimi, Chawanmushi, Softshell crabs n tons n tons of prawns
Wed: KFC, Seaweed, cheese baked rice, baked cheese lobster n sudden wants of alottaz tidbits which i chiong 2 buy aft work n tis new sweet tt i juz discovered in solmart is DAMN NICEZ!!!(^^)...cant get engh of it lorz i immediateli bought another 3 pkt aft i taste 1 hehe.. Thurs: Mac big breakfast, korean shin ramen, strawberry bubble tea, coke
Fri: popcorns popcorns popcorns popcorns!!!!!!
todaez: CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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hahaha da cravings can get so bad until a pt where i told my colleague tt i tink ismell beef meatballs in da office n dey tink im crazy....n 1 fact 2 learn bout mi, if i hav a craving, i ll oly b satisfied if i get it eventualli, it wun juz go awaez on its own ovr timex....yes tt's bad hahaha...hmmmm i tink i ll b seriousli broke aft i get my hands on all these food haha...aniwaez its timex 4 mi 2 go get sum chocolate nw!!!!*LOVE*
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**kessiz notez: TOM TOM TOM TOM TOM!!!!(=^^=)

3 MONTHS OF HAPPINESS!!(^^)

2010-05-25T11:22:00.003+08:00

n finalli~~IT'S HOLIDAEZ!!!!\(^^)/

gosh im damn happiz coz finali i can get awaez fm NTU+all da stupid assignmts, projects, tests n EXAMS for *3 WHOLE MONTHS*!!!!~wheeez~tt is da kinda tingz tt calls 4 sum serious celebrations!!

Dere r juz sooooooo mani tingz tt I wanna do!!!...i wanna go out n find sumtingx 2 do everydaez N I DUN WANNA SLP so tt I wun waste even 1 sec of my precious holidaez!...hahahaaha…its actuall da 3rd week nw n so far so gd!! Go mani plcs done mani tingx meet mani pep, da oly imperfection is da lacking in presence of my PINKY NET!!!!=(((…

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I seriously beri angry lehz, nt wiv my pink+prettiz+cutez netbook though (coz she is da victim here!!!), but wiv ASUS….actualli im oreadi damn pissed tt my netppiz clashed in da midst of my exam wen I needed it most n da fact tt its oly rd 2mths old….

but wat reli sets mi off is tt I basically used ==2 STRAIGHT HRS== 2 get thru da help line!!!!!....tis is seriously crazy manz….n wat is even more irritating is tt da technician nvr even reli ask mi bout da conditions of my netppiz….he juz refuse 2 hear aniting n ask mi 2 definateli muz bring it dw 2 da service center…..arghhz irritating~~

den aft 5 daez of hosiptalization, da technician called 2 tel mi tt he on my netppiz 3daez 3 nitez but it din clash n he can find no probz at all wiv it so i juz went back 2 collect it...but aft i reach hm n on it, it clashed again immediateli lorz!!...damn pek chek~~(-.-)....even aft mi tis IT SMART GALZ self-reformatted it oso dun work so i hav 2 bring it back again..

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But its oritez I wun let tis kinda tingx spoil my sky high mood de!!!!=)…shall update sumore wiv all da fotoz wen I get my netppiz back!!(^^)

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**kessiz notez: HU WANNA PLAY GUITAR WIV MI!!!???(^^)

BACK!!(^^)

2010-04-21T11:26:00.003+08:00

cum on tis is a whole new record!!!!...less dan 1 daez is all i nid 2 get ovr it~~im back 2 da normal cheerful kes self!!(^^).....i reli tink i shld go n join da SURVIVOR game!!...nth can break mi!!!...woooowww even im constantli amazed by myself!...so chill pep, im fine!...

**kessiz notez: but im oly putting a comma 2 da matter until my exam fin den i shall braveli put a full stop 2 it!!..

f*ckz off n get a life of ur own

2010-04-20T19:13:00.003+08:00

f*ckz....aft everyting i tot u hav stop seeing her but yet u hav 2 let mi hav da chance 2 witness everytingx....pls wake up ur ideas n see who r ones truly concerned bout u, love u, care bout u, shed never-ending tears 4 u, support u n stand by ur side no matter wat hap, forgive u no matter wat u've done, solve all da problems 4 u wivout a 2nd word, giving up her everything juz hoping 2 c u turn back 1 daez....pls tink bout who r da ones who truly nid u, who reli cant live wivout u....dun disappoint her, dun disappoint mi, dun disappoint us once again....or i ll reli hate u 4 life....n to tt lady ovr dere, f*ck off n get a life of ur own...i dun usually use da F-word, n i hate using it so much, unless im reli agitated so u beta back off nw b4 u force mi into a confrontation.

**kessiz notez: utterly disappointed n dis-believing........

heyz, did u heard tt da exam crap is kicking in?

2010-04-18T20:01:00.005+08:00

juz a quick update in between study breaks since it has been tons of yrs (muhahahhaa im being overrated) since i hav been reli updating on my life n oso tt I HAV ABSOLUTELI NO MOOD 2 STUDY!!!!;p.....muhahahaa....

gosh i cant help myself i dunoe y~i reli cant concentrate!!!...alottaz tingx hav beeing gg thru my mind recentli, gd n bad stuff, which i dun reli noe hw 2 deal wiv......or rather i oreadi hav sum decisions at da back of my head but i juz cant bring myself 2 face it tt's all......but da REAL REASON tt's stopping mi fm striving 2 bcum an A+++++++++ student is~~~**TOKIO HOTEL**!!!!!

gosh I LOVE DEM I LOVE DEM I RELI DO!!!!(^,^)....dey r my new HOTS 4 nw...wahahahahaha...i bcum beri addicted 2 dem all of a sudden, n i noe it sounds lik im behaving lik a typical galz fan back in sec sch timex n it reli dosent fitz mi n it sux, i juz cant help it!!...hahahahah...been constantly checking up their stuff on da net n tis is seriousli nt gd~~~seriousli BAD 4 my examx......hahahaha....

N TT'S Y, i absoluteli nid sumbodi 2 study wiv mi!!!!...*sob*.....i nid tt person 2 keep mi fm falling aslp, keep mi fm surfing da net, keep mi fm watch vid n keep mi motivated!!!...hahahahhaha...its sounds lik a pretty easy job ritez??....so do u noe y i stil cant find tis person yet??...

well, coz actualli da tough part is 2 fit my time schedule.....i LOVE 2 study in da mid of da nitez.....in fact, if i reli muz get myself into da mugger mode~~i nid 2 stay up 24hrs so tt i wun lose tt feel once it cum!!!....so tis sounds crazy but i nid sumbodi wiv mi 24/7, or at least thru da nitez.....so ya tt's y up til nw da sad mi has no takers yet~~hahhaaha....

AARGGGGHHHZ!!!!....it ll b easier if u ll 2 kill mi rather dan getting mi 2 study decentli at my desk!....wat has bcum of mi since i came uni!!???

**kessiz notez:
running thru da monsoon~
beyond da world til da end of timex~
where da rain wun hurt~
fighting da storm into da blue~
n wen i lose myself i tink of u~
tgr we'll b running sumwhere new~
n nth can hold mi back fm u~
thru da monsoon~
thru da monsoon~
juz mi n u~

--TOKIO*HOTEL--

2010-04-10T08:39:00.010+08:00

***WORLD BEHIND MY WALL***
its's raining 2daez
the blinds r shut, its owaez da same
i tried all da games tt dey play
but dey make mi insane

life on tv
its random, it mean nth 2 mi
im writing dw wat i cannt c
wanna wake up in a dream

whoa~whoa~
dey telling mi its beautiful
i believe dem but ll i eva noe
da world behind my wall?

whoa~whoa~
da sun ll shine lik nvber b4
1 daez i ll b ready 2 go
c da world behind my wall

trains in da sky
r travelling thru fragments of time
dey taking mi 2 parts of my mind
tt no 1 can find

im ready 2 fall
im ready 2 crawl on my knees 2 noe it all
im ready 2 heal, im ready 2 feel

whoa~whoa~
dey telling mi its beautiful
i believe dem but ll i eva noe
da world behind my wall?

whoa~whoa~
da sun ll shine lik nvber b4
1 daez i ll b ready 2 go
c da world behind my wall

c da world behind my wall
c da world behind my wall
c da world behind my wall

im ready 2 fall
im ready 2 crawl on my knees 2 noe it all
im ready 2 heal, im ready 2 feel

take mi dere
take mi dere
take mi dere

whoa~whoa~
dey telling mi its beautiful
i believe dem but ll i eva noe
da world behind my wall?

**kessiz notez: too bad vid too big n alittal cut off on da rite side!! but 2 make up 4 it~bill kaultz is cutez~hehehehehehe...

**YES to HoLiDaEz!!(^^)

2010-02-26T17:08:00.003+08:00

**YES finalli done wiv econ test n 2daez is da last daez of sch!!
muhahahah.....but oly for da 1st half of tis sem lahz....1week holidaez nia but, its beta dan nth!!(^^o)...tis break is more dan needed aft 2 continuous torturous weeks of nvber-ending assignmts+projs++presentations+test+tutorials+lack of slp!!......
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yay im soooooo gonna njoyx myself 2 da max 2daez!!!!!...hehehe....gg DBLO-ing ltr coz 2daez is supposedli da celcbration 4 RYAN CHUA RONG YUE's unofficial poly graduation~congratz dere ryan!!....n da best part is tertiary studentx can go in free fm 9-10pm!!!!!!!!!!...hehhehe 15buckx ang pao money saved!...
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i promised myself muz nt drink too much 2nitez...coz i tink my stomach cant reli take liqour animore aft da alcohol poisoning previous round~~but definateli muz try da BLOWJOBS which kristine intro n SEX ON THE POOL TABLE shots which i soooo loved!!(^^).....
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ohz SOOO xcited coz it has been 1mth since i last clubbed!!!!....super deprived liaoz I NEED 2 DANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.......hehehhehe....n im preparing myself nw by blasting da whole hs wiv clubbing songz!!..hehhehe.....2NITEZ WILL BE A GREAT NITEZ!!!!~woohoo.....
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**kessiz notez: i gotta feeling!!~~\(^.^)/.....

Romeo+Juliet

2010-02-19T02:41:00.000+08:00

**KISSING YOU**

Pride can stand a thousand trials
The strong will never fail
But watching stars without you
My soul cries~

Heaving heart is full of pain
Oh, oh, the aching~

Cause I'm kissing you, oh
I'm kissing you, oh~

Touch me deep, pure and true
Gift to me forever~

Cause I'm kissing you, oh
I'm kissing you, oh~

Where are you now?
Where are you now?~

Cause I'm kissing you
I'm kissing you, oh~

**kessiz notez: da best~~

LET's CELEBRATEZ!!(^^)

2010-02-13T02:30:00.004+08:00

WOOHOO~~~

altgh im super bz nowadays 2 blogz~
but still muz take sum timex off 2 wish all...
***HAPPIZ NEW YEAR PULL UR EARS!!!!***
&
+++SWEETZ VALENTINE!!!!+++
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**kessiz notez: supposed 2b long holidaez but i cant njoyz it coz i gt tons of homework+proj do!!!!!....hahhahah...arghhhzz pls njoyz it on my behalf lol~

everybody loves BOYSLIKEGIRLS!!

2010-02-06T13:15:00.014+08:00

I WANNA DECLARE SUMTING!!!!

I LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEE~

****BOYS LIKE GIRLS****

(^o^)
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dey r probably da best tingz tt ever hap 2 my life!!!

tt's is y i muz gib my "1st timez" 2 dem!!..wahahhaa

i meanz 1st timez 2 concert lahz!!...

ya tis is da 1st timez i went 2 a proper concert which i buy da tix wiv my own money...

da concert is SIMPLY GREAT!!!...

hahahahaha 103buckx 4 bout 75min of dem is TOTALLI worth it!!=D...4 those hu have missed it its too bad coz dey oly came 4 tt single gig in singapore...
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YAY i hav been anticipating tis concert 4 so so so long n it finalli take plc on 28jan2010 @ compass ballroom of RESORT WORLD SENTOSA!!!....yeah yeah yeah im so proud of dem 2b da 1st band 2 performed in dere!!!!=D
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aniwaez tis is da concert tix~~muhahaha thkz buddz 4 helping mi buyz!!

ya n below is da door gift which is a huge lollipop coz starhub n LG new lollopop fone r da official sponsors 4 tis concert...YUMMY~~

aniwaez dey gave awaez free handsetz b4 da concert start lehz!!!!!!!!...GOSH so good lahz im sooo in nid of a fone ritez nw~~but i raised my hand lik siaoz oso nvber gets it hahahah!!

i went wiv my buddz hu is da 1 hu let mi listen 2 my 1st BLG song "THUNDER" which bcums my ALL-TIME-FAV!!!!

on da left is buddz frenz~donn hu went 2 da concert wiv 2 MISSIONS:

1) die die muz SQUEEZE 2 da front of da stage

2) die die muz grab AT LEAST 1 of da tingz tt BLG throw

tis is our last fotox b4 da irritating crowd started pushing lik SIAOZ!!!...

RELI!!!

gosh~~at 1st mi n donn were lik dicussing hw 2 squeeze further 2 da front n after much discussion we oly managed 2 moved juz a few steps forward....but juz b4 da concert was bout 2 start da crowd gets crazy n outta control!!!...crowd on our left juz started pushing reli reli hard pep started falling onto us lik dominos until those pep on our right oso cant take it den dey push back.....so in da end, we, standing in da middle, was beri squashed lik sandwiches n we r swaying in circular motions as we r being pushed from all directions...(-____-)....

n MY FEETS MY FEETS!!!(x-x)

everybody is bz stepping my feets lik nobody's biz!!!!...gosh damn pain lahz!!...im reli surprised tt da scandals which i wore tt daez still can survive....hahahah....initially i was still tinking of wearing my new SUPER HIGH 15-20cm heels coz i scared i cant c da concert but luckily i din wear ahz or else heartpain....buddz is even worst~he was wearing a pair of WHITE SHOES!!!.....

but thkz 2 da crazy crowd....we r standing quite near 2 da front of da stage moment b4 da concert start WOOHOO!!!~

BLG reli started da concert on a super cool notez!!..hehehe...da lights r suddenli dim den da pep around us suddenli keep singing black eye peas' "I GOTTA FEELING" n i was wondering y until BLG cum onto da stage n started singing tt followed by their LOVE DRUNK!!!!!!!....
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kkz engh of toking~~PICTURES!!!!(^^)
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(aniwaez fm da ratio of all those pix below u most probably can tel tt my favourite of da band is BRYAN DONAHUE!!!...muhahaha...)

pix below wiv da blue-ish background r wen dey sing "2 is better than 1"~da song featuring taylor swift hahaha too bad taylor din cum n martin sings all parts.....da atmosphere is DAMN NICEZ+ROMANTIC lahz!!..

tis is sumwhere towards da end of da concert where martin suddneli jumped onto da crowd!!...hahhahaha...n da crowd keep carrying him ovr 2 our directions!!..GOSH~~we r oly tis tis tis THIS close 2 touching him wen he falls dw den da security guards hav 2 helped him up da stage!!!!!!!

tis is wen dey r singing their last song~~n my FAVORITE SONG~~"THUNDER"!!!!(^,^)....ohhhhhhzzzzzzzz.......

da end b4 dey went backstage~~

everybody was damn sad wen dey went in coz we SIMPLY CANT GET ENGH OF DEM!!!!!....hahahhahaha....everybody keep shouting 4 echo until......................
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da spotlight suddenli shone on da drums n john started his drum solo 2 da song "WHATCHA SAY" followed by da rest of BLG cuming out 2 sing their new songz "SOMEONE LIKE YOU" which is oso damn romantic!!!...hehehe....
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their last song is of course "THE GREAT ESCAPE" which made dem famous!!!!!!.
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i was reli reli reli feeling DAMN SAD wen dey went in n we all noe tt tis is RELI THE END!!!...sobsob~~~75min is simply tooooooo short!!!....if i no sch i ll definateli fly wiv dem 2 malaysia 4 their concert da nxt daez!!!!....
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ohz da saddest tingz is tt i din managed 2 catch aniting tt byran threw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(@.@)....SOOOOOO SADDDDDD.....
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but donn managed 2 found byran's guitar pick on da floor which someone else dropped!!!!!...ARGHZ ARGHZ ARGHZ~

their concert is a ===BLAST===!!!!!!
i sweared im gg 2 their every concert in da FUTURE!!!...hehehehehe.....
yay i ll owaez support BLG BLG!!!
*hearts*
**kessiz notez: these r oly part of da fotoz..hehehe....check out more
@ my FB http://www.facebook.com/prettiz.kes
n check out videos of
THUNDER (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0c2Mui-xylc) n
SOMEONE LIKE YOU (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHYbb3aSm2Q)
@ my youtube acct....(^^)

im nt okz

2010-01-05T00:34:00.002+08:00

im nt okz,
im nt okz,
im nt okz,
im nt okz.
i refused 2 post happiz tingz since da last entry,
coz i noe da sad moment will b fast 2 follow.
n u totalli proved mi correct.
thkz u.

u dun love mi animore

2009-11-23T09:58:00.005+08:00

but hu m i kidding?...

althgh its sunshine aft da rain n we r fine 4 now...

wat bout da future?...

im so affected by u....

im fine 1 moment n da nxt moment wen i tink more bout da matter, im nt...

sumhow i dun tink tt u love mi animore...

or tt u've love mi less...

which i cant take da latter in either waez too...

u've cease 2 care as much 4 mi....

im so confused...

im beginning 2 feel lik im nth 2 u....

u dun even bother 2 look into my FB profile...

care bout my FB status....

wen its so obvious, even to my frenz n ur bro, tt sumting is bothering mi...

im sure u cant possibly missed my status updates, wen even my frenz n ur bro hav noticed it, as it ll certainly b in da news feed in FB home page...

but yet, i hav realized tt u care bout others' status....

other galz' status....

n lets b fair....

r u certain tt u deleted awaez her fotox oly bcoz ur afraid tt i ll b mistaken?....

does it occurs 2 u tt it ll b beri obvious to mi wen i c tt u've care bout other galz's life instead of ur own gf's ones?...

looking back on my past FB status...

where it saez im tired, im stressed, im haggard, i omoz burnt down my hs, i nid u here, im feel lik dieing, i miss u, im sad, im angry, n even moz probably i wanna break wiv u...

but, nt a word of concern or comfort fm u.....

nth.......

r u sure u love mi?...

put aside tt....

wen i leave a post on ur wall, u din even care...

while ur so senstive 2 tt galz's status?...

r u sure u love mi?...

u dun even bother...

i doubt u ll even notice tis post either...

look at ur own fotox...look at our fotox...

did u notice tt u smile brighter wen u r takin ur fotox wiv her?....

mayb i cant blame u...

mayb u stil tot u love mi but u din realized u oreadi dun....

mayb u din realized tt u oreadi love another galz...

or mayb tt galz is attached so u might as well stick wiv ur old one...

is tt true?

i may seems strong but im nt...

u noe best wat kinda family i've cum fm...

i dun wanna b hurt da same waez....

i chose 2 act as if im fine 4 nw...

juz bcoz i love u....

but inside im hurting lik hell...

i seems fine wen ur ard but im crying 2 myself everytim wen im alone...

u tried 2 proved tt u still love mi by showering mi wiv gifts, but dun u noe tt's not wat i wan?...

u tried 2 prove tt u love mi by fetchin mi here n dere lik last timez, but din u notice u did it unwillingli now n hav shown mi tt ur irritated sumtimes?...

u tried 2 tell mi u love mi, but u din even notice ani changes tt i've made, nt even da obvious let alone da slightest, where even my moz distance frenz can tell...

its nt da actions, u muz understand, its da feeling...

tings r juz nt da same animore...

its nt juz bout da galz...

its everyting if u've realized...

im nt juz ur tools okz...

im waiting n seeing....

mayb our end is near....

pls prove 2 mi tt u stil love mi...

**kessiz notez: love is so fragile... i dun tink i can trust love animore...

GO TO HELL PLS!!

2009-11-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

F*CK U SERIOUSLI, F*CK U!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW DO I EVA TRUST U AGAIN, U TELL MI.

SCH SUX I NOE~

2009-10-27T15:30:00.004+08:00

im SUPER BZ lately lahz!!!!...i tink u can tel coz i have not blogz 4 lik 1mth le....hahahha....
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ya its nt da first timez tt im complaining bout tis~~waaa everydaez is packed lik **HELL**....reli super duper bz tt i tink i can die under all tt stress le lorz!!....hahahhaha....i feel lik i have not been getting ani real sleep 4 a mth now, eva since aft da 1-week-super-insufficent -holidaez (which i literally wasted by staying at home, watching tv+vcd EVERYDEZ coz i sunburnt!!!~(x.x)...din even get 2 club even once during holidaez)....stress lehz~...
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===a summary of my past mth schedule===

8-10: studying 10% accounting online quiz.....chiong lik mad lahz!!!....n i super angry lorz!!...tis quiz is super god damn difficult it DEFINATELY requires more dan 45min 2 complete lehz!!!...walau i seriousli dunoe how 2 do altgh i study liik mad~~pek chek...hahhaha...sumore reli no timez 2 complete lahz....aniwaez damn pek chek wiv da tutor oso...every other teachers give their class lik fm fridaez-sundaez nitez 2 do da test lorz....while SHE SHE SHE so last min inform us through online announcement tt we muz complete by sat nitez coz she no timez!!!!....walau walau walau~~~...
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9-11: ovrnitez @ grpmates hs to chiong IT ACCESS proj...waaa da teacher CCK #$^T^#$!*$! lehz!!...he throw us a beri difficult ACCESS proj while he din even reli taught us much bout it lorz....he juz wan us 2 figure out by ourselves....ya i agree tis may b a good teaching method sumtimez, but not wen we hav tons of other modules' projz which r much more impt+higher grade percentage dan tis but we muz waste super lottaz timez+effort on figuring tis stupid ACCESS tingy!!!!....sumore i heard other pep saez he is oly a part-time teacher lorz...a new one sumore!!...den dey saez wat he taught is lik totalli different fm other teachers lahz!!...gosh~~i tink we ll all die during da IT exam!!....
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13-16: pon da whole week of sch~~~~~~~YUP!......juz 2 finish up wateva tt i haben done so 4 tt stupid ACCESS proj plus do my business law 20% individual assignment!!!...waaaaa my grpmates ask mi do da *known bug* (which we wun noe wat it is unless ur noe ACCESS ba) plus da *technical user manual guide* (which is DAMN DIFFICULT 2 DO CAN!!!!!).....da known bug still okz....but i reli damn clueless bout da user manual lahz coz so limited info....aniwaez i crack my brain+waste super lottaz timez ovr figuring tis out tt i left no timez 4 my law projz lahz!!!!~~sobsob, seriousli feel lik cryig wen i tok bout tis~~da percentage of my individual law projz is double da ACCESS projz but yet i muz spend so much timez doing da latter coz its a GROUP projz!!!!!!....cannt dun do den sabo grpmates' grade maiz....so in da end i chiong lik mad 4 da law projz but reli cant finish lorz....it was completed, at least, but nt reli done (u get wat i meanz?)....i din even hav timez 2 check thru wat i hav written den i hav 2 submit le lorz....CRY!!!!...damn sad lorz 20% lehz!!...i hope da teacher ll b super lenient (which is unlikely)....
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16-20: chiong accounting projz!!....u muz b tinking, SO MANI PROJZ RITEZ!!!???....waaa was reli tire by den....coz u can see fm my schedule....da timing is continuous de!!...ritez aft 1 projz is submitted we hav 2 work on another straight awaez wivout resting!!....ahhhhhz wat kinda life is tis manz!....aniwaez i tink we did our best le!!....altgh nt beri well done too i tot~haiz.........
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22-25: doing ANOTHER IT PROJZ plus study 4 mondaez FM 10% test!!!!!.....walau another IT projz can u believe it!!!!....waaa seriousli hate IT lorz so mani projz...den we muz work our ass out 4 each one but da grade percentage dun tally de lorz, owaez much lesser dan wat our effort is worth~~.....ahhhz tinking bout da FM test, i was damn angry wiv myself!!!!....coz i cant fin studying 4 it, coz i keep playing wiv my niece or i ll b sleeping otherwise!!.....ahhhhhhzzzz.....haiz i tink i did beri badli 4 da FM test lorz coz i seriousli dunoe hw 2 do ehz.....i juz hope tt i can get at least a 30/40 can le......ahhhhz GOD GRANT MY WISH PLS!!!!!...
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26-3Nov: i shall still be working on our IT proj+presentation tingy plus studying 4 accounting test AGAIN!!!!!!!...pek chek~~~~
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ya see!!!!!....tis is da kinda life im living now!!!!....sux big timez manz!!!!....i juz wanna tell all those hu haben get into university but planning on going in~2 reli tink bout it seriousli b4 doing so.....or else ll sureli regret de lorz.....reli our everydaez timez is donated 2 da sch~~is either we r doing projz, or we r doing tutorials, or studying test....ya we still eat, but SLEEP!?...u hav 2 wait long long....
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**kessiz notez: ahhhz y did i get myself into tis kinda shit?...

korean hair+prettiznailzzz!!!~lol

2009-09-30T21:08:00.004+08:00

YES!!
i spent da whole wed mornin+afternoon tryin out various hairdos+experimentin different colours on my nails.....n tis is da final productx which im most satisfied wiv

KoReAn HaIrDo

wHiTe n PiNk n ReD nAiLz!!!!!

v(^-^)v

**kessiz notez: ....okz okz, i admit tt another 1 fine daez is wasted~~~~

i look so young back den~~

2009-09-30T02:11:00.013+08:00

ohz b4 we start~~
i was juz wondering whether shld i grow back my hair (left side) or maintain da bangs (ritez side)??
coz i miz my long straight hair soooooooo much tis few daez!!(/.\)....
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2daez i was arrangin my fotox n was looking thru those reli old ones, lik mani yrs back, den i realized how much i hav changed since den.....
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ohz u may nt hav notice changes coz u c urself everydaez in da mirror....but we r actualli aging DAILY n i guess pix reli shows!!!!!....ohz my~~
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==A TIMELINE OF MYSELF==

hahaha pix r arranged in such an order tt top is da oldest and bottom is da newest one n da last pix is 2yrs back......

hmmmm......dun wanna face up 2 reality...but i tink i reli look sooooo much younger back den~~
ahz i wanna turn back timez!!!!!
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**kessiz notez: or at least maintain current looks for da nxt 10yrs!!!!...hahahaha...

rAnDoM(^^)aCtIvItIeS

2009-09-27T18:54:00.015+08:00

happiz~~

******

SeLwYn LiM's ChInx3 Bd*19 Sep

tt daez is memoriable!!(^^)....coz

1stly~ of course is chinx3 bd

2ndly~ all 3 of da guyx, YY quack+CK lim+KL lee, has juz POP-ed!!

3rdly~ gosh, I MISS ps+ahyu+sel+yang+kuai SO MUCH!!!!!!!

no bluff i seriousli miz dem n all da super fun timez we hav wen we r in poly!!....haiz y do human hav 2 walk separate paths+leave comfort zone+venture into new zones+make new frenz all ovr again in life?...wun it b great if da whole big grp of frenz can juz all stay tgr in 1 big plc n do tingz tgr 4eva!!?...hmmm...

hahahaha kkz aniwaez~we went Mind Cafe 4 dinner+games for 2hrs....ohz everyting is great, we hav fun (but da da other timez in holland v's settlers' cafe is nicer, n we tried beri hard 2 find da same game but cant find) n da food is nice (damn nicez in fact!!...ohz ur shld try da salad+beef lasagna+chocolate brownie!!..*lovelove*....4 sum1 hu dun reli lik brownie, other dan da swensenz brownie, da mind cafe brownie is 1 other which i cant resist!!), but 1 damn spolier juz spoils everyting 4 us~n tt is da waiter hu is assigned 2 serve our table tt daez!!!!

GOD~he's damn ===IRRITATING===!!!!!.....his attitude super sucky, he dun smile wen he serve us, he keeps mumbling n xpect us 2 understand wat he's saying, n he even shows an irritated face wen we reli dun understand n ask him 2 repeat wat he saez!!....walau~~

ahhhz y we hav 2b so suayz n get him while all da other servers seems sooooo nicez!!??...hahahaha...muz b quack yiyang+huiyu lahz!!...da "suay神" of +++BBClub+++ (muhahahha our grp name which = Bangs+Botak Club!!...LOL).....

PIX TIME~~DA "CHUI" PIX

botak+bo gey= not a good combi

i presume tt by nw u shld hav seriousli realize tt ur covering ur face for ovr 50% of all da fotoz taken ritez ah yu!?...nvber mind!!...u look ur best wiv ur face covered aniwaez!!....MUHAHAHAHA...DA NICEX PIX

da bd boix~~~see no evil~hear no evil~speak no evil~

BB*CLUB(^^)v

aft minds', we went 4 movie in da new bugis shopping centre which is nt exactly tt new but its my 1st timez dere lahz....hahhaha....i dunoe wat its called!!...inova ahz?....hmmm...its was reli big!!....but 2 tingz disappoint mi~~dere is no resting areas wiv new chairs 4 mi 2 sit!!(MY HOBBY(^o^)...i love 2 test out chairs!!...muhahaa...all chairs in shopping centre, alll chairs in my frenz hs, n all chairs in ikea etc LOL)...n da toilets dere r in super bad condition too!!....beri smelly lehz!!*faint*...
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aiyaz heck!!....hahahaha da main pt is~we hav FUN!!(^^)....

(for beta fotox resolution muz go FB)

BaObEi NiEcE*20+21 Sep

spent da rest of my public holidaez playing wiv her!!.....muhahahaha...she damn cutez+love 2 play wiv my lappiz!!....she saw mi using tis headset while watching shows online so she keep bugging mi 2 let her try....but obviousli i cant coz she ll spoil it eventualli (YES~she is beri "deadly de dun underestimate a kid!!)....

so while i returned fm da toilet i oreadi saw her wiv da headset on n looking at my com lik sum impressive biz woman lik tt!!!...(see pix below)..

wahahahha damn cutez!!....coz she put on herself so it was lik not put properli n all ovr da plc but she stil put on a beri serious expression lik she reli noe wat she is doing lik tt!!....wahahha...damn funniz, i juz cant get angry wiv her, i ll end up laughing!!...
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da nxt daez she saez she is "helping" my mom hanging out da washed laundry but she is actualli playing wiv da pegs.....hahahhaa....she is beri "kae po" kidz coz eveyting she oso wanna noe+everyting she oso wanna "help"...LOL~

ohz~i juz *LOVE* her!!(^-^)....

DiNnEr @ DeLiFrAnCe*23 Sep

went dinner-ing wiv kristine aft sch 2 sorta celebrate da self-declared "start" of our recess week!!...muhahaha....we went delifrance coz i saez tt i missed a choco desert *Molten Chocolate Cake* beri beri beri much which i hav nt eaten 4 lik 3yrs!!!!!!...hahahhaa...

i cant rmb da name of da desert wen i was descibing 2 dem so i called it da chocolate-oosh coz da desert is lik wen u cut open da choco cake, alottaz hot liquid choc ll oosh out!!....n it was damn nicez!!*heaven*....+reasonably priced ($6.90)oso!!....ur shld try sumtimez!!...hehehe...

StUdY-tImEx @ IMM BK*25 Sep

muhahaha....yup! we r supposed 2 study..........~but damn! ahyu predicted correctly everytimez~....we actualli spent da whole daez chatting awaez in BK!!!....wahahahahaha!!!!....dere is juz so mani tingz 2 chat bout i oso dunoe y!!....whahaha...tt's y i love ur ps+ahyu!!!!!(^x^).....

aniwaez while eating da BK yam pie, da yam filling flow out n dropped on my hand n ACTUALLI burnt my hand!!!.....i cant believe it, da filling is THAT hot!!!...but wen its on my tougue its lik nt tt hot lehz....hahaahah i was lik complaining bout it 2 ps (coz it reli hurts n my hand turns red!!) tt dey shld caution mi b4 i eat tt da filling is hot!!...n i feel stupid wen ps spoted tt dere actualli is a caution on da packaging stating tt....

n we laugh lik mad ovr tt i oso dunoe y!!...wahahah we r seriousli damn random n i guess we r too stressed in new uni!!...

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ohz aniwaez i was at suntec ytd nitez~~n i managed 2 hav a glimsp of da F1 race fm super far!!..wahahaha....i was crossing 1 of da suntec bridges wiv xianli n we saw mani pep standing dere so i juz kae po kae po n see too den find out we can actualli see da race fm dere!!...hahaha...but beri blur lahz i oly saw 1 car raced by tt's all...ahhz hw i wish i gt da tix 2 go watch!!!...

**kessiz notez: Dear God, pls take exceptional good care of laogong ovr dere in philippines coz of da flood.....

JOLENE IS ENGAGED!!!!\(^o^)/

2009-09-22T19:34:00.007+08:00

***JOLENE IS ENGAGED!!!!***
\(^o^)/
omigod!! i cant believe it!!...edward actualli proposed oreadi n jo agreed!!....such a pleasant surprise n super ~CONGRATZ~ 2 da both of u!!....ohz tt oso meanz im actualli reli gonna b bridemaids 4 da 1st timez!!....altgh jo haben actualli asked us 2b her bridemaids yet but i juz assume she will LOL!...waaaaaaa....so xcited!!...
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ohz n sumtimez earlier i hav posted a super fun video on facebook where da wedding couples arranged a super special+fun+unexpected wedding entrance dance in replacement of da usual boring church wedding entrance march!!...hahahaha....dey r super fun lahz nxt timez i wedding i oso wanna dance in instead of da usual boring march!!...LOL....
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go c go c!!!JK WEDDING ENTRANCE DANCE

~~courtesy of youtube (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0)

FUN RITEZ!!??(^^)....hahahhaha....aft jo saw tis video she oso saez she wanna do sumting lik tt!!...wahahaha....she even suggest mi 2 hold my wedding near her so tt we can go shop+plan wedding stuff tgr!!..LOL....she tink too much liaoz my laogong gong where will so fast propose 2 mi de!!....wahahaha!!....ohz but den if we reli hold our wedding near each other mayb we can arrange 2 dance tgr!!....wahahaha.....~kkz tink too much tink too much lol~...
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ohz shitz dunoe y other pep get married i oso feel so xcited!!....i dunoe wat ll happen if its myself getting married!!...WAHAHAHA.......i tink i ll moz probably faint of xcitement+happiness!!...hehehehe.....ohz juz feel so happiz 4 dem!!....

**kessiz notez: I WISH UR HAPPINESS 4EVA!!!(^^)v...

I OMOZ BURN DA HS DOWN YTD!!!(O.O)...

2009-09-19T01:27:00.004+08:00

yeahx u heard mi ritez~~
i omoz burn da hs dw ytd!!!(O.O)
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hehe....ytd i was beri hungry wen i wakey...so i saw sum buns in da fridge (tt's ritez u heard mi ritez again~buns in da fridge~coz my mom actualli lik 2 do tt lol)....so i took 2 out n juz put in da microwave n heat up....after putting da buns in, i was considering 3 options (1) sit in da dining rm n wait, (2) go 2 my rm n continue slping in, n (3) take a bathe....
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so i dunoe wat came ovr mi but i chose the 1st option in da end...n was sitting in da dining rm doing my FM tutorial wen i suddenli heard a loud pop.....i was lik half annoyed tt i gt interrupted n goes "ohz wat was tt!?" n continue doing my stuff (yup da typical mi...wahahhaa).....until i started choking on sum smoke in da air....den i was tinking "ohz...shit...."...
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by da timez i rush 2 da kitchen, it was oreadi filled wiv thick+heavy+greyish-black smoke lehz!!!!!....scared da hell outta mi!!!!.....lol....aniwaez i was stunt 4 a min, eyes wide n open mouth lol, until i heard a loud pop fm da mircowave again den i cum 2 my senses....rush 2 off da power switch but cant c a ting thru da smoke!!...ya tis is hw scary it is!.....
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until ytd, den i was able 2 understand da feelings of those trapped in a fire n wat dey r gg thru....ohz manz it was reli diaster manz i tink!!....mine is oly a small microwave lehz n da smoke is lik~WOOOOOOW!!!...imagine those tt u experience at a fire scene!!.....seriousli~u reli cant c thru da smoke coz its too thick+condensed (tink of a black cloud put ritez in front of ur face) n da smoke stingz da eyes+lungz!!...god, super choking!!......4 juz a min, i was tinking im gonna die inside LOL..
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aft closing da switch i quickli run 2 my living rm room n squat dere, covering my head coz im so scared tt it ll exploit....WAHAHAHA!!....ya tt's da typical-kes action again!!....im super 怕死 de!!!....wahahaha...plus i tink i watched too much action drama liaoz lol....aniwaez aft a while wen i heard no more sound den i dare 2 get up n open all windows+fans...hahaha...
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ohz god, da smoke da chokin smoke, it took exactli bout 1hr 2 totalli clear!!!....n da smell da "chao-da" smell, it took 1 whole daez 2 clear pls!...da ting burnt @ rd 8am, da smell is stil dere wen i went out @ 12pm n its still dere wen i went home @ 1030pm!!!!!!!
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hmmm~~but da tingz tt puzzled mi is tt, y nobodi cum 2 my rescue!!??....sureli sumbodi muz hav seen da smoke cuming outtaz da kitchen window or at least smell da smoke wat!!...PS tried 2 xplain tt coz da smoke is slowli flow outtaz da window, so althgh it looks super condensed 2 mi, other pep may nt actualli da smoke wen it flows out...
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ya she has a pt dere since da smoke oly cum fm a microwave n nt sumting bigger....but sureli da smell!!!!!....while i was trying 2 breathe sum fresh air at my front door...1 of my neighbour actualli pass by my hs n was waiting 4 da lift juz outside my rm lehz so sureli he muz hav smell da smoke wat!...CONCLUSION: singaporean~unfriendli+unhelpful!!....(-.-)...
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hahahah aniwaez i gt GOOD NEWS as well!!!!!!!!!!!!
rmb da 10% FM test which i studied lik mad 4 ovr last weekend!!!???....rmb tt i tot i ll totalli flunk it!!!!!???....i got back da paper ytd........n guess wat!!....i actualli gt 35/40!!!!!!!!!!...\(^o^)/....2nd highest in class!!!!!!...muhahahaha damn happiz lahz coz i totalli din expect it!!!!....coz wen i was checkin ans wiv my frenz aft da test its lik my ans totalli different while theirs r similar....YAY!!!!!.....
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**kessiz notez: thkz God thkz God thkz God~~4 saving my life+helping mi pass my test!!!!!(^^)....

HAPPIZ lik mad

2009-09-16T16:48:00.008+08:00

*yay camwhorin pix~lol*

hehehehe...wonderin y im bloggin nw?(^^).....
coz BIZ LAW tutorial is cancelled last min!!....
heheheehe...*GOOD* coz i can finalli cum hm n rest!...
*BAD* coz juz now mi+kristine r chiong-ing our tutorial lik mad during our wed 4hrs break n dear prof ong cancelled his lesson!!...
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he owaez lik tt last min de lehz!!...he lik 2 wait til lesson oreadi started n everybodi is in da class le den send sumbodi cum n inform us tt its cancelled!!...da other timez everybodi oreadi made their waez 2 sch 4 tt 1 n oly lesson on thurs, den he has send sumbodi 2 inform dem too n everybodi is so pissed lahz...lucki i wakey damn late tt daez n decided 2 pon tt lesson so i din even go out!!....muhahahaha(^o^).....
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ohz aniwaez im mostly happiz 2daez~~(^^)...
coz 4 da past few daez haben gotten ani good slp...
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coz mondaez is FM test (10%) which i tink i totalli flunk it!!!!!!!!...i study lik mad 4 tt ovr da weekend lahz.....so, damn pissed wiv myself n cant stop tinkin bout it~
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den tuesdaez is IT presentation bout TWITTER~~hahaha quite fun but my part is da hardest 2 do lahz!!!....actualli at 1st i doing da easier part de den 1 galz nt happiz wiv tt she get da hard part so we draw lots n ya suayx mi gt da hardest part nw!....aniwaez i did my best 4 it le n omoz da whole class tink tt our presentation is good+fun...but tt stupid+super cocky IT teacher keep criticising us so we r damn pek chek~~*roll eyes*.....we tink he muz b PMS-in ytd....ohz ya, plus da stupid ACCESS assignmt which he wan us 2 create wen he nvber taught us a ting bout it...we try 2 figure until vomit blood still cant get it ritez lorz...in da end we gib up n went hm lol....
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den 2daez is accounting+biz law tutorials so every TUESDAEZ NITEZ is my tire-est moment during da week lahz!!...coz hav 2 complete these 2 killer-tutorials!!!..esp 4 accounting coz da teacher damn particular tt we get her tutorial done b4 gg 4 class....(@@)....lik last week, coz we hav her accounting quiz as well... so da class is soooo crazy studyin 4 da test tt moz of us, includin mi suayx mi again lol, din do our tutorial lahz.....den she hav 2 decide 2 check our hmwork at tt daez~super gd timing i muz saez~ahhhhz!...she is so angry tt she scolded us ##BA**ST*DS## lehz+refuse 2 post up model ans.....
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scary ritez!!????....so i was damn freakin PANICKY+NERVOUS+WORRIED+SCARED wen i suddenli jerk up fm my slp @ 3am last daez 2 realized tt i hav accidentalli fallen alsp n haben done aniting 4 account tut yet!!!!.....ohz my!!!!....u noe tt kinda feeling ritez!??...those kind where u noe u r having an exam tml morning, but now u study until fall aslp n u suddenli wakey n was damn afraid tt u hav actualli (1) slp thru ur exam timez n/or (2) there r tons of stuff tt u haben finished studying n dere is no more timex 4 doing so!!....
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yup!!...so im beri happiz tt can actualli cum hm n relax.........n mayb do sum self-美容ing too!!!!(^o^).....muhahaha.....coz recently so bz tt i damn long no pamper myself le lorz!!...hehehehe...ohz so happiz!!....
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ohz another ting tt make mi damn happiz too is tt~~
my 2 grps of frenz managed 2 mix tgr le!!!!!!....beri happiz coz we can bcum 1 big grp den can more lik a class too!!....hahahaha...n n n~is oly up til 2daez den i suddenli feel tt we r reli a grp nw!!(^^)..hehehe...tt im reli "integrated" into da grp, lik im reli part of dem oreadi!!....hehehehe soooooo happiz!!!!!....
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**kessiz notez: thankz u Lord!!!('u').....

SCREWED~

2009-09-15T15:25:00.003+08:00

IM SOOOO SCREWED!!!!

.....

everyting has NOT being gg well, AT ALL!!...

gosh~no matter hw hard i pray 2 God it din help at all....tings r still harewired...

i was tinking mayb God purposeli dun let ting run smoothly 4 mi, lik mayb he is planning 4 it 2b a temporary tingy, such that i ll learn fm all da downtimes of my life and grow up more....

ya tt is wat i tink~2 make myself feel beta too~in hope tt tingz ll finalli peak up....

but isnt the downtime taking a littal bit too long!!??

im seriousli beri exhausted le~~

i reli hope all the Nonsenses ll finalli decide 2 take a winter break soon!!(/.\)...

ahz i hav engh of posting all unhappiz entries but i cant help it!!

recently dere is reli nth much 4 mi 2b happiz bout ehz.....sianz~(-.-)....

laogong gong has gone 2 philippines since 14Aug - mid Nov den cum back coz of his new job training....so i hav being feeling reli sad n loneli eva since he was gone....

coz we hav been tgr lik so long~3yrs~n we practicalli sees each other everydaez coz we live super near.....so initialli i was tinking tt hu noes~mayb it ll b a good ting 4 us, tt we r able to take a short break fm each other (wivout breaking up of course!!!) such tt our rls ll b "refreshed"....

but den i realized tt i was definateli wrong!!...i miss him so much n i feel miserable tt dere is no 1 dere 4 mi....i guessed i was too pampered by laogong gong le wen he's ard....(mental notez 2 myself: muz change muz change!!XP)....

dun get da wrong idea! actualli im a beri independent lady...its juz tt weneva im going thru tough timex (lik NOW~SCH SUX!!!) i reli nid my close ones 2 b wiv mi so tt i ll hav da motivation 2 carry on.....

ohz no~~i miss u so much laogong gong.....faster cum back lahz...(/x\)....

**kessiz notez: .......im so screwed~

STRESSED UPSIDE DW n INSIDE OUT**

2009-09-07T14:12:00.004+08:00

there's nth more 2 saez~~
da oly tingz which i reli wanna share wiv u guyx is...
UNI LIFE SUX!!!!(x,x)
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hahaha...ya, i can still laugh ovr here~.....
arggghz but reli damn STRESSED lahz!!!!!
gg crazy!!.....
i cant take it manx!!.....(@@)...
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but it seems lik im da olly 1 hu feel this waez!!....
ohz i dunoe~~
mayb others oso feel da same waez as mi...but it reli doesnt shows!!...*shocking*...
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dere is SOOOOOOO MUCH 2 do everydaez~
sooo mani textbook reading~
sooooo mani additional reading materials~
sooooo mani tutorialx 2 complete~
soooo mani discussion forum 2 do~(which altgh teacher saez is nt compulsory but i c EVERYBODI oso do!!...gosh! seriousli!~)
sooooo mani presentation~
soooo mani small quiz!!!!~(cum on!!...it has not even being 1 month since semester starts!!)
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m i da oly 1 hu has nt being coping well ovr here??...
i owaez seems so unprepared 4 classes dan my classmates, altgh i did do all my work (or at least i try~hu m i kidding!! LOL).....
ohz n last timex wen im stil poly, i USED 2b da 1 in class hu noex everytingz n super enthu+owaez ans teacher's qns.....
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but its so different here!!......
im da "quiet" 1 in class coz all da others r sooooooooo enthu (ovr enthu.........) tt dey drown mi totalli!!.....
once a teacher start asking a qns, everybodi is lik dieing 2 ans, literally!!....
dey r lik dogz fighting ovr a bone at da back alley~~SERIOUSLI!!.....
my god!!~~sumtimex dey reli debate until lik dey reli gonna start a fight wiv each other manx!!...*scary*....
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aniwaez, is nt tt i dun lik lahz actualli....
coz im oso lik those kind hu lik 2 participate in class discussion....
but aside fm da fact tt moz of da timez i hav nutz idea bout wat da teacher is tokin bout thus asking, even wen i noe da ans n i wish 2 pariticipate, i seriousli dun dare lorz~~~
coz my classmates' english r SUPERB lorz!!!....
gosh~~wen compared 2 theirs, mine is lik kindergarden standard...
so i reli dun dare lahz!!...
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Y Y Y!!????
it seems lik such a natural tingz 4 mi 2 do in poly!!!....
BUT BUT BUT here......
ohz i seriousli feel lik i cant do anitingz ritez....
n i constantli feels tt im soooo stupid...*sobsob*....
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*feeling super stressed out, but lackin da motivation 2 get tingz done*
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HOW I MISS NGEEANN POLY!!!!...$/.$/...
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**kessiz notez: Dear God~~help mi pls....

ready-2-go!!~nt yet(^^)

2009-08-07T13:01:00.006+08:00

yay sch is opening 2daez!!~~

ya ritez~2daez but im NOT in sch....hahahaha coz i decided 2 pon icebreaker game+info sharing!!...god~im so uncomfy wiv all tt stuff i juz cant get pass myself....haha hmmm cum on, we'r oreadi uni studz!!...do we nid 2 do tis all ovr again!?*faint*.....

aniwaez da flip sides of nt gg da orientatn 2daez r
~~i WILL definateli get lose 4 da 1st whole week of sch
~~i WUN noe anibodi at all thus llb all alone on tues wen lessons start, coz im so suay tt im in totalli diff class+modules fm da oly 1 person i noe (joce) hu is gg 2 NTU wiv mi
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ahhhhhhzzzz~~altgh im damn scared of being lost+friendless, i reli dun wanna play ani embarrassin+intimidatin (yeah, tt's ritez! I-N-T-I-M-I-D-A-T-I-N-G 2 mi!) icebreaker gamex!!(XoX)....plus, i cant reli makeup u noez, coz of my eyes.....so i ll feel so insecure!!....hmmm fine~laugh all u wan....but its reli insecure 2b bare-faced wen tryin 2 make a fabulous 1st impression lahz!...lol~sumbodi out dere muz hav understand wat i meanz ritez?....
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well nvber mind.....on da happier notez.....i hav bought "quite a few" tingx 2 prep myself 4 sch reopen!!(^^)....hehehehehehe.....ohz i shld b feeling so guilty~~but hack dey r good dealz!..here goes:
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***BOUGHT, IN DA NAME OF SCH REOPEN+GSS***

super big black pvc-leather bag= $18

super cutez recycle beach tote= $7 (aft staff disc lol) look-small-but-super-roomy shoulder sling bag= $10!!!!
biker jacket which i oreadi mentioned in earlier post= $59 (such a catch!!)

FOX end-of-season sales jacket (but still looking good)= $23
ohz aniwaez i hav no idea da print is SKULLS+BONE wen i bought it!!!.....it juz look quite nicez fm far....

FOX limited edition shortz= $20+ (i guess~~~)

FOX printed tube= $14.50 (aft 50% disc)

FOX printed off-shoulder top= $16.50 (aft 50% disc)

BYSI blue top= $15

NET yellow strip top= cant rmb, but shldb ard $19?

DOROTHY-PERKIN printed white top= $19
(oreadi in da wash)
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bangles!!!!!!!! = $5 for everytingx

earrings!!!!!!*esp love da reindeer pair = $6.80 for everytingz!!

hairbands!!!*black wiv white hearts= $1.10
*white wiv silver hearts= $2

comfy colour-blockin heels= $10.90

pink scandal (i cant live wivout PINK!!) = $9.90

"punker" scandalz= $9.90

notebook (i haben buy engh!!!) = $1.90

cookie file so cutez!! (buy back same design as last timex de coz spoil liaoz) = $2.90

STATIONARIES~ohz i juz love dem = ard $9 for everytingz

mini black+white board~hehehehehe = $12

yup sp tt's about all!....which totals up to $292.40!!!!!!!!!!!!.....ohz my i din noe i spent so much until now~~~(o.o)....STILL, dey r good dealz!!.....
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wiv all tis, i tink i shldb good 2 go?
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**kessiz notez: shopping is reli da BEST therapy 4 everytingx~~(^^)v

LEFT.4.DEAD

2009-08-03T12:16:00.005+08:00

===LEFT.4.DEAD===

yup, tt's da new big tingz in my life!!...wahahhaha....

previous nitez jojo+edward intro mi+laogong 2 L4D~~~n its oso da 1st timez eva tt i step into a lan shop AND actualli PLAY instead of watchin others play oly!!...muhahahaha....n i hav 2 saez, GOD ITS WAS SUPER FUN+COOL!!!(^o^)....

pls 4gib mi 4 my "mountain tortise" expression, coz i noe tt its nth new 2 moz of ur oreadi coz i noe lottaz pep hav oreadi been playin it 4 AGES!!..wahahhaa...but IM A NEWBIE!!(^^)...

but 4 da benefitx of those hu stil dunoe tis game~im gonna elaborate alittal bitz on it...hahha...L4D is considered "THE GAME" of da yr....basicalli its da human vs zombie game lahz which emphasize ALOTZ on team work....which is y its so fun 2 play in da lan shop instead of playin @ home coz we muz+can communicate each other directli...

as usual da i tink those zombie bcum zombie coz dey gt infected by sum viruses...den left 4 pep nt infected oly coz dey r imuned...so tt meanz its either dey LIVE or DIE....n dey muz wipe out da zombie n survive lahz...4 human characterz, 3 guyz 1 galz, r *BILL*LOUSI*ZOEY*FRANCIS* n dey r super cool!!...hahahaha...

den these r da normal zombie which r beri ez 2 kill....
other dan normal zombie, dere r 5 special kindz...

*BOOMER: da super fat 1 which ll spill green slimey fluid on u wen u shot @ him which ll blur ur vision 4 awhile*
*SMOKER: beri shadowy character wher ll outtaz no where shoot out his long tongue (lik a frog) 2 capture u!! n u cant save urself, muz notify ur frenz so dey can shot him n save u*
*HUNTER: damn scary too, move super fast n ll pounce on u outtaz no where, pin u dw on da floor n keep scatchin u till u die!! oso nid 2 notify team mate 2 save u*
*WITCH: sits "harmlessli" in a corner unless u go disturb her by shining light on her den she ll attack da culprit lik MAD!! so harmless otherwise beri deadli character*
*TANK: super giantic zombiez which basicalli takez super long 2 die, it takez pipebomes+alottaz bulletz 2 get rid of him*

its super cool!!..but super tiring lahz 4 newbiex, or 4 mi alone oly i dunoe!!...ahhahaha...coz im nt used 2 tis kinda game horz, i keep crankin my neck towards da screen wen playin for 4hrs coz i cant see da target arrow clearli u noe everyting is sooooo messy!!...hahahhaa...

den horz other dan neck pain, i oso gt serious eye strain+spinnin head fm navigating my character ard in da game....ohz sumore im super pai seh 2 my team mates coz i keep cross firing dem!!...wahahaha coz nt used 2 aiming maiz so keep accidentalli shot dem...(^^)...or else i ll keep dieing den dey keep nid 2 save+revive+heal mi!!~~gosh...ermmm~~but jojo saez im nt too bad 4 1st-timer lahz heex!...

i tink im lik addicted 2 da game!!...lol....aniwaez i tink its a great passtimez+cheap too...hahaha...spent $10/pax for 4hrs gameplay @ westcoast recreation centre....

**pix taken fm L4D wikipedia & www.giantbomb.com/.../579/**
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**kessiz notez: I WANNA PLAY SUMORE!!!

dreamz~~

2009-07-31T19:45:00.002+08:00

i owaez dreamz, beri beri much~~....
n i owaez hav da weirdest dreamz in da world!!...hahahaha...moz of dem r lik scences fm da movies.....beri xciting+seems reli reli real too!!(^o^)....i tink if i record all of dem dw, i can compile dem into a book of short stories...
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my dreamz ytd was beri xciting lehz!!...hahaha...kkz here goes~~
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it take plc in taiwan....i was wiv my auntie (which i dreamt is a beri old singapore actress but i dunoe her name) n cousin (which is actualli omigod 谢韶光 can u believei it!! LOL)....den apparentli we r bandidx i tink..coz we look lik shit n da cops r after us!!...
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we r in a jeep n juz arrived @ a multi-storey carpark...den my cousin hurried us 2 get out of da jeep n run....den as we run we can hear da police car siren...but den i rmb tt i 4gt 2 take sumting beri impt fm da jeep so i ran back...da moment i reach da jeep da cops burst thru da carpark door den i sorta surrender (apparentli im nt reli a bandidx but juz da family member of da bandidz)....
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den my auntie+cousin hide behind 1 of da car n pull out their gunx n dey+cops started firing @ 1 another...while @ tis moment 1 of da cops ran towards mi n hugz mi (apparentli he is my bf!!!!...(oo)...but den i cant rmb his face)...oooooooo~~so im da gf of da cop guyz but family member of da bandidz....
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den my auntie+cousin managed 2 get awaez...den i beg da cops nt 2 chase dem animore but dey juz chase aniwaez...
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den straight awaez jump 2 another scene where i oso dunoe y im holding two littal gal's handx n runnin (i tink dey r my cousin too)...we r runnin lik mad on sum rooftop of abandon flats coz i tink sumbodi is chasing us...den it turn out 2b 谢韶光 hu is chasing+firing @ us!!...i tink he wanna snatch sum beri impt fm us...
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den coz we ran 2 da end of da rooftop we hav 2 jump rooftops!!...ohz my tt scene is SUPER REAL!!...i feel lik dieing lorz jumpin da rooftops damn high lehz da buildings!...aniwaez sumhw we ran into my bf-cop n he faster take da lead...
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as we r runnin across tis old wooden floor wiv cracks suddenli 谢韶光 fire @ us fm below da floorboard...den my bf-cop flung @ us for us to get dw on da floor n take cover while he engaged in chasing+firing wiv 谢韶光....
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den beri fast my dreamz jump skip 2 nxt scene again which is quite ridiculous lol~~coz instead of takin police special transportatn, da whole bunch of police+bf-cop+mi+2 littal galz cousin r sitting in da taiwan MRT TRAIN!!!!....n all of us look lik shitx~~beri messy+bloody....sum copx r heavily injured too but yet we r takin a slow train 2 da airport...lol...aniwaez i tink both my auntie+谢韶光cousin die oreadi as mi+da 2 littal galx cousin look sad...
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da nxt ridiculous tingz is, wen we arrived @ da airport ritez.. instead of takin da plane guess wat we take~~~a BUS!!!!!!!!*faint faint*.....wahahhaha!!!!....n we r supposed 2 take da BUS BACK 2 SINGAPORE lehz!!!.....i wonder hw r we gg 2 achieve juz tt~LOL!!XD...
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wen we arrived back in singapore, mi+bf-cop get married n he quit his job n we end up opening our own small stall n live happily eva after!!....wahahahha......
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***YAY HAPPIZ ENDING!!(^,^)***
wahahahaha~~
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aniwaez i juz bought a SUPER COOL BIKER JACKET fm *cache.cache*!!!...heheheehe...59buckx beri reasonable!!(^^)...*LOVE* it 2 da max!!!!!!..

**kessiz notez: i wan more SHOPPING!!!(^u^).....

da tingz wiv $$$~(xx)

2009-07-30T02:31:00.011+08:00

yes yes yes~~~daez wivout a penny is simply a torture!!(x.x).....
did i mentioned tt eva since my temp job @ kaplan ended in june, i hav being lookin fanticalli 4 other retail jobs n hav found none??.....
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but fear nt!!(^^)
nw im back in da work force again n therefore ll nt b penniless!!...hehehhee....

i tink is bout last last last week....i went kallang leisure park wiv laogong 2 ice skate...
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digress abitz hehe~~IT WAS RELI FUN!!!!=D.....ohz i seriousli damn **LOVE** iceskatin!!....hehehehe....but da eerie part is tt i fall dw @ EXACTLY da same plc where i fall dw da last timez wen i went iceskate wiv ah yu dey all....n i hurt da same area on my knees too....ouchz~~eeeeeee scary...tt area muz b hunted!!...hahahaa...

ohz aniwaez back 2 da pt~~so i was at kallang leisure park, so i went 2 visit my ex-colleagues workin dere...

kkz i nid 2 digress abitz again~~i was actualli workin full timez in tis korean shop called ==SOL.MARTkorean groceries n stationaries & DODO.CLUBkorean comestic== (such a long name ritez!!lol) 4 bout 1yr+ b4 i started poly....its actualli lik a korean mini mart/mini departmental stall sellin, as wat da name of da shop might suggest, MANI MANI MANI koeran groceries+korean cosmestic....n im sorta stationed in da cosmetic area lahz hahaha...

back den its oly tt 1 shop in orchard cineleisure, but nt it has expanded its bases to novena sqaure2+tampines 1+westmall+kallang leisure park.....so on n off i ll go back 2 work as parttimers wen i was schoolin but hav stop 4 a whole good 2yrs oreadi.....

so i was saying...i went visiting meichin auntie+peipei auntie in da kallang outlet n dey heard mi lookin 4 jobz nw...n soon a receive a call fm dem few daez ltr askin mi if i free 2 work.....OF COURSE I SAEZ YES!!!!....wahahhaha.....

as pep owaez saez "做生不如做熟".....sumore da job dere can consider beri beri beri slack!!!**a big plusplus**...hahaha...+da pay is beri reasonable @ $6.50~~considering tt da job is beri slack...u noe i get 2 sit dere watch storybook or watch show on my lappiz whole daez except 4 da timez wen i serve customerz+top up stock+cleanin shop area....its prettiz good!!..hahaha....

so tis is hw it looks lik ovr dere..(views fm my cashier counter).....

i muz saez, tis is so far da neatest SOL.MART i hav eva seen!!.....hahahaha...da other outlets looked sumhw lik a battlefield wen compared 2 tis....lol....good job aunties!!(^.^)...its oso da fact tt dere r reli beri few customers ovr here....in fact da whole kallang leisure park is lik a ghost city itself!!....unless dere r concerts or football match gg on in da kallang stadium den da business is beta....

ohz i actualli feel quite xcited 2 go back dere work coz i super love **KOREAN FOOD**~~~heart heart heart!!('u').....plus, nt tt i wanna sell our shop, but dere r lottaz nicez tingz dere which owaez owaez tempt mi 2 spend money!!....here r sum of my fav+da latest tingz i feel lik buyin in tt shop, heex~~

MIRRORS!!!!

ohz tis is actualli a beri cool oil film casing~~so prettiz+sweet!!

super big bagz!!....but it cost a bomb ($89.80) coz no brand altgh is fm korea~~=P

another super big bag~~oso x...($79.90)..........XP....

super cutez ==thomas&friends== LEANRING CHOPSTICKS 4 children!!...interesting!!.....hahaha its da 1st timez i hav seen tis kinda tingz.....it has loops on da sticks so tt da chilren can learn hw 2 hold it properli.....apparentli its a super big hit wiv all da parents hu came 2 our shop....

mickey mouse brand ***LOLLIPOP**!!!!(^^)...hehehee....beri nicez!!....

JJAJANGBOKKI!!!!!!!!!!.....hahahaha in another word~~炸酱面!!!...hahaha.....ah yu+ps!!...we shld buy tis nxt timez wen we hav out korea-daez again!!.....lol....

my fav wasabi seaweed!!~damn spicy!....

another fav~~corn chips!!...

another fav fav fav~~KIMCHI!!!!!!.....*yummy*....

super cutez notebookz!!!!.....hehehhe......tis 3 is my fav, i still cant decide which 1 2 buy lehz~~~~hahhaa....

nw tt im workin dere...at least i ll nt b a poor old lady by da timez i start NTU in aug....hahahaha....

ohz since we're @ da topic of money, i hav 2 share a beri happiz news!!!!(^o^)...wahahha....

I WON 4D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahahahahahahah......all thkz 2 my bro's tortises!!

altgh its my bro's tortises but its mi+my mom takin care of dem lahz....so tt daez i was chattin wiv dem while helpin dem bathe+clean their cage (i feel tt everybodi shld chat wiv their pets u noe or dey llb beri left out+loneli~~)...i was telling dem hw poor ting im coz i cant find a job+im nxt 2 penniless....den i was juz casualli joking-asking dem whether can dey help mi~since dey r 金钱龟 as wat my mom told mi.....
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but nvber would i tot dey ll actualli help mi!!...hahahaha....until i won da 4D!!...lol....normalli i din buy 4D de...da reason y i ll buy tt timez is coz da nxt daez wen i woke up, da 1st ting i saw wen i wen 2 da bathroom is da 2 tortises making love!!!....

footage of their happiz hours muhahahaha....

wahahaha its super amusing+hilarious(^o^)...dey damn cutez!!....i oso dunoe y but da 1st tingz tt cum into my mind @ tt timez is 2 buy 4D ltr....n so i did~~n won for da 1st timez!!....wahaahahaa...altgh its oly $250 coz my number *2201* oly went into da Starters n i oly brought $1 on it, but im truly beri happiz+gladful 2 da tortises!!..

u see u see!!??.....being good 2 ur pets actualli pays off!!=D...hahaha so everybodi shld do so okz!!...
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**kessiz notez: LOVE UR PETS!!!(^v^).......

the likes wiv da boiz~~

2009-07-28T11:03:00.002+08:00

i was watchin 女人我最大 ( a taiwan variety show) ytd nitez n a well-long-ago-known fact dawned on mi~~boiz seriousli prefer galz wiv LONG STRAIGHT HAIR, BIG EYES, FAIR SKIN, LONG SKINNY LEGS n a PETTY FRAME generalli....

althgh we hav all known tis all along, but i still cant understand y y y!!??.....guyz!!....wat izzitz tt attracts u soooooo much 2 galz wiv all da criteria, or at least 1, stated above?....

da host invited 6 or 8 galz, a mixture of celebrities+famous bloggers+models+sum others 2 da show, requesting dem 2 dress n do their makeup according 2 how dey ll appear infront of guyz whom dey wished 2 leave an impression on wen meeting 4 da 1st timez or wen gg on a 1st date wiv guyz.....

sum of dem came fresh face, seriousli fresh face wiv no makeup at all!!!!!!*SHOCKIN*...n sadly, sum of those fresh-faces came "fresh-bodies" too hahhaha wiv super casual clothes which i ll oly wear at home.....while dere r of course decent makeup n dressing ones wiv juz da ritez amount of everyting n others r too heavily makeup n put in too much effort 2 dress up...

den 2 supposedli super handsome dudes~mike n 小安 r oso invited as dey r sorta lik da "judge" 4 on hw da galz fare....dey r 2 choose a galz whom dey ll most likeli asked out n 1 whom dey ll nvber asked out n xplain y....

SOOOO...da result, no secrecy ovr here, of course both choosed tt 1 galz~obviousli tt 1 galz wiv LONG STRAIGHT HAIR, BIG EYES, FAIR SKIN, LONG SKINNY LEGS n a PETTY FRAME!!!!...n da concludin bottomeline is, no matter hw da galz do her makeup n dress n everyting, as long as she has da "right" combinatn, she can pulls omoz every guyz attraction...

da 2nd fact is tt...guyz~~dey nvber tells da truth or dey nvber reli noe wat dey wan!...guyz owaez saez dey lik galz hu looks nature, which meanz no makeup preferbly, n strictli no fancy dressin, which meanz comfy wear such as tshirts+shorts?...

yet, wen dey c a galz lik tis dey wun even take timez 2 lay their eyes on dem unless dey r sum born-2b-prettiz-lass (jessica alba or megan fox look-alik mayb) which looks great in ani waez....moz probably, dey ll 嫌 tt da galz is too plain+look beri listless...n tt is of course!!...wen compared 2 sum1 wiv makeup...

as i was watchin da show, da 3rd n last unsetteling thought came upon mi tt~~sum guyz, as long as dey r in da benchmmark of normal lookin n above, dey tends 2 critecize a galz's appearance FREELY!!!....seriosuli f-r-e-e-l-y u noe...n in da bad waez sumore.....(xx)...

n n n in da worst case senario, sum guyz tend 2 critecize n pick on galz appearance SOOOOOOO MUCH wen dey demselves din even hav a decent fashion sense or even look 1/4 fantastic 2 start wiv.....(-.-)....argggggghhhhz~~damn sickening wen u tink of tt.....hmmm....actualli it nt oly hurts da galz feelings BERI BERI MUCH....its oso spoils wateva image of tt guyz in da galz's mind fm den on....

**no pin-pointing ani1 in particular ohz(^^)**

**kessiz notez: haiz haiz haiz~~~WeLcOmE 2 dA wOrLd Of BrUtAl ReAlItY!!...lol.....

~JOLLY.v(UuU)v.JUNE~

2009-07-07T00:37:00.013+08:00

HEYOZ!!!(^u^)

YAY~~im finalli able 2 update my blogz coz i finalli can connect 2 my sis-in-law internet!!!!...hahahahha....

its a nightmare manz!!~~trying so hard 2 log on 2 my blogz account using da lousy internet previousli!!~~(X-X)....

coz i hav been missin 4 so longz, it is bcuming lik a monthli-account-update tingy.....

n so!!!.....its gonna b S-U-P-E-R L-O-N-G!!!!!.....muhaha....

ohz!!...n i hav oso realized it has been such a long timex since i've blogz wiv pix!!!!!!!.....n i feel so unlike mi nt 2 update wiv pix!!!!....hahahaha so i've decided 2 bomb tis entry wiv dem!!(^^)...heex~~.....kkz here goes!!

i ll start wiv da bad news 1st............

===IM JOBLESS!!!!!===.......

4 a month nw!!....sobsob(/.\)......hahahhaha....

yupyup my life as a 2month temp admin assistant @ kaplan ended on 6June....n fm den on i've been hunting 4 new job lik mad!!!!....hmmm....went a "register" my name wiv bout 7 retails shops in jurong pt oreadi but none has gotten back!!!....ohz im sooooo depressed!!!!!!.....

wat hurts da moz is tt, i tot lady luck is shining on mi wen i bum into da 2bosses of a gift shop on da basement wen i went 2 register my name so dey straight awaez hav an interview wiv mi, n n NNNNNNN, da interview have gone sooo GOD DAMN WELL n i tink dey kinda lik mi~~~n dey saez dey ll call mi 4 a trial soon if dey tink im suitable.....but but BUT up til now still haben heard aniting fm dem!!.....

GOD~~~~its killing mi!!....nt having a job~~meanz no income~~meanz no $$$$ 2 pay sch fees~~meanz no living allowancez~~which oso meanz no REAL shoppin even though its GSS now!!!!!.....*CRY*....

it got mi tinking u noe.....izzitz if too old den dey dun hire 4 retail job!!??....cant b ritez!!...+im nt reli old too!!!....1 of da bosses even saez i look 18 ehz!! (ohz tis im reli reli reli HAPPIZ lol).....ahhhz wateva!!...aniwaez da pt is, i reli nid 2 get a job soon or im dead meat~~~

kkz aniwaez! i've oly taken a few pix on my last daez n i've oly gt 1 outtaz those...which is da 1 wiv david as below.....hahaaha...okz lahz i kinda miss him u noe!!....altgh he's reli beri noisy in da office, i swore i can hear him fm miles awaez even b4 he came into da office, which is kinda annoyin wen ur tryin 2 concentrate n focus on ur work...LOL...but he's a reli reli great guyz!!=)...n beside~well he treated my 1st "farewell lunch" n owaez gib mi goodies 2 eat.....so ya im gonna miss workin wiv him haha....

besides david, im definateli gonna miss sum others great pep in da office n oso try 2 4got those nasty+stingy ones......

n of course angela~~hu is my partner wen im workin dere..... ohz ya!!....n i've 2 saez tis~~altgh im sad tt im jobless nw, im TOTALLI relived tt kaplan din xtend my contract again 4 another mth!!~phew......coz it juz dun feels ritez workin dere animore!!....i feel ssssssooooooooooo much hidden politics gg on in da office!!...n even though im all neutral n dun wanna get involve in ani of tis shitz....it finds mi by itself n knock on my door!!...4 no reasonz im kinda being dragged into sum sticky situations n i cant reli get myself out coz i dunoe hw 2 deal wiv politicz seriousli!!...so im an easy target...god i muz seriousli buy da dummies's guide 2 survive politics wen i get a job n hav xtra cash!!...

okz nw da happiz news!!!....wahahahha......
I FINALLI GOT MY HAIR CUT!!!!....
hehe two timex though~~coz i tink da 1st cut is nt beri nicez n my hair is still quite long actualli....yeah da pix wiv sunglass tells it all.....doesnt look ani difference ritez!!??.... tt's y i go 4 da 2nd aft less dan a week!!(^^)...hehehheeh....n TA-DA!!!

prettiz ritez!!!???(^^)....hohohoho!!....no lahz actualli it shld b a more cutez+young feel!!!.....muhahaha!!...nw den its reli short!!.....ohz u dunoe da feeling wen i see my ovr-my-butt-length-hair being reduced 2 tis juz-ovr-shoulder-length-hair unless u've experienced it urself....haha...im nt exactly sad ovr da "loss" though...haha...i juz reli miss it at timex wen i realized i cant twirl my hair ard my fingers animore which i used 2 do tt alotz!

did i oreadi mentioned tt i reli reli reli **LOVE** my new hair!!??...wahahhaa!!!....have received mani comments fm both sidez....sum lik it sum dun....but im soooo glad moz lik it!!....wahahhaha!!..aniwaez no matter wat pep tink....I STILL LOVE IT!!!....wahahhaha....

aniwaez da pix below is minutes juz aft my 2nd cut (haha it lookz neater lahz juz its still "freshli" cut)....n oso da tribte fotox wiv ah yu+ps coz dey accompany mi go+given mi sooo mani "encouragement" n advicez 4 da cut LOL!!!....ohz n oso da pix of da stuff tt we ate in mac which ah yu saez is beri unhealthy (WHERE GOT!!??) n insisted on taking da pix......(--).....

nxt up is sum of da major activites in jolly june!!(^^)...hahahaha.....i reli slacked alotz+play alotz~too much tt i cant exactly rmb wat i did everydaez too....lol...so here r oly update of sum of dem lahz coz i cant rmb oso...
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1st up is actualli pubbin aft work on my last daez @ kaplan....went 2 their regular pub ard chinatown area called UTOPIA wiv laogong gong+his buddiez...ermmm its actualli quite a "uncle-auntie" ktv pub coz moz of da pep hu went dere r up in their age....beri beri beri few young pep....but da environment is actualli quite nicez de lahz....
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but tt is b4 da bosses changed....it used 2b real nicez back den coz we noe da main "big" staff n dey owaez make everyting beri nicez 4 us....but nw it kinda suckz wiv da new managemt n staff....furthermore da pricez shot up by a notch so we're kinda upset wen dey told us so....hmmm but i guess laogong+his frenz still njoyz themselves so its good in da end ba..=)...oso went celebrating ~~shijin~~ bd @ a buffet restuarant in ParkRoyalHotel....ya eat n eat n eat n eat!!!....da ==PPSe== grp can nvber eva separate ourselves fm FOOD, esp wen it cums 2 celebrationz...we r a grp of gluttonz lol....da buffet nt bad+nt too x lahz!!....hahahhaha....good recommendation by jolene hehe....

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but sadly nt all PPSe member can make it 2 da buffet...qianxi+weiming hav 2 work so we ll nt blame dem~~unlik sum guyz named weibin hu is among da 1st few 2 saez he ll cum but in da end saez he 4gt all bout it n hav oreadi promised his frenz go BUTTERFACTORY clubbin....(--).....

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ohz well but we'r reli glad too tt weiqiang gf ~felicia~ is able 2 cum!!(^^)....her 1st meeting wiv us n we oreadi fall in love wiv her!!...muhahahahaa....CONGRATZ 2 WEIQIANG 4 FINDING SUCH A GREAT GALZ!!....n nt 2 4get da beri gentlemanly wei zhong (huiyuan's new bf) too!!.... aft dinner we decide 4 so damn long den finalli fixed on gg 2 join weibin clubbin @ butterfactory...ohz yay clubbin clubbing!!=D...it's sooooooo rare!!!...its not everydaez tt PPSe ll agree on gg clubbin tgr coz sum of us dun reli lik it (n everybodi noez its nt mi) so we r all beri xcited bout it!!!!!!!!!!

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but once we reach dere we r soooooo turn off le!!....coz it's oreadi 11+ n da club has not open da gate 2 da public yet!!!!....wat da hell~~...da queue is god damn long lahz!!...but we hav no choice but 2 wait maiz so we keep entertain ourselves wiv shijin's new show-off $700++ porfessional nikon camera while waiting LOL... (doing our iconic+famous "微笑-face")but but but!!!...in da end!!....we cant even get inside da club!!....wen we hav oreadi waited 4 omoz 3---LONG---HOURS!!!!.....$!&^%##(*^$%(&$%).....damn damn damn pissed seriousli~~...tis kinda ting hav nvber happen 2 mi b4 lorz n i still cant believe it....i tink dey seriousli hav beri lousy queue management system...coz its soooo messy!!....

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firstly, dey splited their queue into too mani diff categories le, where dey make tingz complicated 4 themselves....n secondly dey oly keep letting da vip (which cum in MILLIONS i tink!!! damn "kwa zhang"!!!) go in n keep all other categories waiting so oly 1 queue is moving!!...

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so in da end wen we finalli get real close n r 2nd in da line, da boucer put up da "FULL HOUSE" sign!!...gosh wat da heck!!....n da moz angry ting is nt even tis!!...even though dey keep telling us is full hs....but we keep seeing those vips who juz went in minutes ago cum out in grps n started chatting at da entrance dere!!...walau~~total spoiler lehz!!...if dey dun wanna club den dun go in!...if dey wanna chat den go kopishop chat lahz...aiyoz~~~

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aniwaez even though aft awhile, da bouncer tried 2 tell us tt if we wanna go in still can go in, our mood totalli spoilt liaoz lorz...so we switch target lahz n went 2 da pub below BF n get sum drinkz+snackz instead...ahhhz so much 4 our 1st visit 2 BF~~~disappointment... nxt up~~~~~**KBOX**!!!!!!!!(^^)....fm 10pm-6am sing till we wanna die manz.....wahahahaha!!....yay yay...coz yiyang is gg 2 enlist into army soon during tt timez so we decide 2 sing 1 last timez wiv him b4 he suffer inside!...hahaha...well~he's oreadi suffering inside ritez nw, tis minute!!....LOL..

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ohz n u wun believe it!!....selwyn+yiyang have oly being in camp for 2-3 weeks but their muscle~~WOOOOOW!!...yiyang finalli has muscle on his arm, n n n he has 2 packs on his stomach nw, n n n n he even has chest muscle nw!!!!!!....n selwyn slimmed dw 6kg manz!!....fm 82kg-76kg i tink.....its lik, sooooooo much more beta dan slimming centres lahz!!.....

ohz i wish i can go in too!!....

(tyring 2 act cool wiv his new red topman jacket+superman bottle....(-.-)....)
(psk-ang can fall aslp anitimex aniwhere, even wen takin fotox......)

ohz........altgh dere is sooooooo much more tingz i wanna update 4 june but im so tire!!!..ahahahha....kkz ll continue june events on nxt entry den!!....hehhee....

**kessiz notez: stay tune ba!!(^^)...hehehe...n full range of fotox llb post on my facebook.....

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2009-06-11T02:28:00.003+08:00

..........nt feeling well da slightest bitz
.................................................thinking
.............................................concluding
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**kessiz notez: let nature take its course............

random post live ovr lunch**lol

2009-06-03T13:31:00.003+08:00

ahhhhzzz~~~

i cant stop my brain!!........

3 songz have been playin in my brain non-stop since morning.....

its lik a automated judebox on a repeat mode!!..

>>>xiao niang re musical's songz tt keep repeating on advertisement: "kawang kawang~rang wo men yi qi lai huan qing~sama sama~............." hmmmm..dun ask mi y tis songz....i oso dunoe!..<<<

>>>pitbull-i noe u wan mi: "1, 2, 3, 4, uno, dos, tres, quotro~i noe u wan mi~u noe i wan u~i noe u wan mi~u noe i wan u~........" all thkz 2 angela!!~XD...<<<

>>>T.I-wateva u like: "stacks on deck, patron on ice~n we can pop bottles all nitez~baby u could hav wateva u lik~i saez, u could hav wateva u lik~......" OMIGOD!!! i wanna go clubbin!!!...again!!!...hahahaha...<<<

**kessiz notez: back 2 work~~(@.@)....

>>>FANTASTIC(^o^)MAY<<<

2009-06-01T11:36:00.012+08:00

CAUTION: TIS IS A BERI L-O-N-G ENTRY. I REPEAT. TIS IS A BERI L-O-N-G ENTRY. LOL~

Life is lik a roller coaster.....u dunoe wat 2 expect nxt moz of da timez......n more often dan not wat eva happen usualli takes us by surprisez........n it either makes us reli happiz~~or reli sad.....

april has not been exceptionalli great 4 mi....my roller coaster reached da nvber-ending bottom of da track.....i dunoe y....althgh nth is reli wrong in aniwaez but there's juz a pint of sadness, loneliness, unhappiness n no sense of accomplishment here n there in my life....nt 2 mention da pressures i felt wen i learnt bout da mani secrets gg on in my family n da critical financial probz tt we r facing.........

ahz i hav decided nt 2 elaborate animore on those unhappiz thoughtz!!....hahahhahahha my prettiz blogz hav 2 FULL OF ALL DA HAPPIZ MEMORIEZ so tt nxt timez wen im old n look back i ll oly b remind of all da happiz timez!!(^^)...

but but but aniwaez!!!~~~april has passed 2 unfold a HELL-WHOLE-LOTTAZ-FUN-MAY!!!!!(^o^).....muhahhahahhaha....im back at da peak n i feel so surrounded wiv **LOVE** fm everybodiz......da feeling is ~~~simply blissful....('V')....

everydaez has been soooooooo packed wiv activities~juz da waez i lik it~~!!=D...hehehehhee......meet up wiv frenz omoz everydaez aft work.....sumtimez meet laogong gong.....sumtimez go home accompany baobei (muhahhaa...YES digress abitz~~da shao has juz started bringing baobei home omoz every weekdaez 2 ovrnitez instead of oly ovr da weeekendz!!!!...**YAY**!!!....tis meanz MORE timez 2 play wiv her!!!....oso more timez 2 get bullied by tt littal devilz in disguise~~XP.....).....

weekendz has been even more fun lorz!!!....hehehhee....kkz i ll draw up a timeline 4 da major eventz~~(a habitz tt i hav grown 2 developed aft my internship+PT project+current admin job)~~MUHAHAHHAHA.....

8May**MABEL BD CLUBBING @ DBL-O: damn fun damn fun!!.....hahhahahha....but den unfortunately i hav 2 admit i gt drunk again.....(@.@)....wahahaha....hav 2 trouble catherine 2 take care of mi+send mi home....so paisehz!!!...n mabel tel mi tt anne told her tt i did sumtingz while im drunk!!....but den i cant rmb wat is it manz......all i can rmb is~~~ITS A GREAT NITEZ!!...heex...
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9May**PS-KANG BD CHALET @ PASIR RIS COASTA SANDZ: damn damn damn damn fun too!!....wahahhaha....so sorriz 2 ps tt i hav 2 missed it 4 da 1st nitez coz i went mabel bd clubbing....we gib ps-kang her dream album---Wu Yue Tian Concert+MTV dvd (i tink...) n Liang Wen Ying's album---wahahhaha.....n SHE LOVES IT!!!!!....all thkz 2 mi da Goddess of Buying BD Present.....v(^^)V.....mi+yang+chinX3+da bd galz+her "sophiscated" cousin jacelyn (hehehhee...) hav a crazy timez laughin our headz off every random tingz+imitating her cousin's gf's signature expression+"bullying" a prettiz n cutez littal galz whom turn out 2b a devil as well.....LOL....

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n....i hav 2 saez da moz memoriable momentz r wen quack yi yang blow da littal devil a flying kiss, intenting 2 make her smile, but instead make her break into tears da nxt min!!!!.....wahahahah.....n its beri beri beri funniz 2 c ps's cousin keep on wanting 2 kill da devil+da other kids playing in surrounding chalets......but da award 4 da funniest moment still hav 2 goes 2 ps's auntiez wen she keep on clapping+singing bd songz by herself!!!.damn high!!!!!!!.....LOL...quack yiyang u noe wat im toking bout!!!!~XD.....
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hmmm too bad officier lee+ah yu hav 2 missed it................

12May**NGEEANN GRADUATION CEREMONY @ CONVENTION CENTRE: yay yay yay!!!!!.....tis timez, we hav reli graduated!!......no more deadly PT projectz.....no more boring lecturez+tutorialz....no more kill-mi-pls examz!!!!~~temporary.........hahhahahaha......we r damn high keep taking lottaz fotox lik we r sum superstarz lik tt!!....wahahahha....well hav a couple of failed jumpshotz wiv yang too...LOL.....

i ll reli lik 2 thkz alllllllllllll da teachers who hav tolerate us 4 da past 3 yrs.......heex~~~~owaez late+nvber submit assignment on timez+owaez too LOUD.....hahhahaa.....but all in all...i noe we r a great bunch of studz who noe hw 2 hav FUN but do our work at da same timez!!!...

15May**TOP-GRAUATES' PROM DINNER @ SAFRA MOUNT FABER & CLUBBING DBL-O: hmmmmmmmmmmm........can i saez tt da grad dinner is B-O-R-I-N-G???.........coz it reli is!!!!.....oly 3 pep fm TRM turned up pls which is mi+yang+angeline.........ermmm da program arranged r surprisely nicez though.....LOL....is oly da other galz sitting wiv us r abitz~~~~u noez!!!....shall nt spell out too clearly....if nt 4 yang i tink i ll die ritez there on da spot outtaz boredom........(/.\)......hahhahaha......

hmmm but altgh yang "save" my life back there...he's a spoiler 4 other tingz manz!!!....im so sorriz 2 saez tis yang but its TRUE!!!...MUHAHAHHA....we spent dunoe hw long waiting 4 a cab 2 dbl-o (bcoz of yang).....den da music at dbl-o suckx (bcoz of yang)....den da aircon at O-Bar spoil (bcoz of yang)!!!!!!!.....ohz i cant believe it manz!!....wahahhahaa!!!!!....aiyaz but den ovrall still beri fun lahz coz he dance our synchronized dance rountine wiv mi!!!...so, i 4gib u~~~~LOL.......

17May**CELEBRATE LAOGONG's MOM BD+POST MOTHERS' DAEZ: yay yay!!...went sheng shiong mrkt 2 eat crab crab crab!!!!!!!........hehehehe...1 of my all-time-fav food yum yum!!(^^).....altgh da standard of da chilli crab abit drop liaoz but den da black pepper crab still quite nicez lahz...muhahaha....

ohz brought a casio watch 4 my mom 4 mothers' daez....n laogong oso wanna coy mi buy da same watch 4 his mom....no originality......LOL~~....

22May**CAMPING WIV LAOGONG @ EASTCOAST PARK: hahhaha yupyup!!...aft tt timez went camping wiv xianli, im abitz addicted 2 go camping!!!!.....LOL.....so since laogong's new car black chervolet aveo (we named it Xiao Xing) juz came, we decided 2 go camping!!!....hehehehe.......

kkz lahz tis timez we r nt beri well-prep...hahha...i brought da tent but 4got 2 bring da peg 2 pin da tent dw 2 da ground!!!.....wahahhaha....our tent omoz fly awaez manz coz da wind is too big tt nitez....so in da end we hav 2 put mani heavy tingz at all 4 corners so tt it ll nt fly awaez in da middle of da nitez....hahaaha....da tent lik tt is bad engh le den laogong still hav 2 make spoil one of da tent's "leg"+da zip of da tent door sumore....haiz~~....hahaha but we survived da nitez.....hahhaa....

i hav 2 saez tt da STARS R BERI BERI BERI NICEZ!!!!!!(^^).......hehehehhe....so altgh camping is tiring+sticky+ll moz probz get backache da nxt daez......all is worst it juz 2 c beautiful sky ful of stars wiv laogong......but, sadli tt woodz moz probly dunoe hw 2 appreciate da scenery de lahz....hahahha guyz~~.......

n da moz funniest ting happened 2 us da nxt daez morning aft we went 4 our morning jogz+cycle...heex....moz of my frenz hav oreadi heard tis b4 liaoz but, here goes~~(^^).......

we r both sweating lik hell while walkin
2wards his car den suddenli gt a malay man ran ovr 2 us, saying he's a camera
man wiv da mediacrop....he saez he's waiting 4 his model 2 come but dey r beri
late n he cant wait animore......so he ask laogong whether can he help dem model
their baseball attrire....den i can c so 明显 tt laogong gong wanna model 4 him
but he still act shy lik dun wan dun wan lik tt!!!!....damn funniz lahz his face
wahahah!!......den i encourage him lorz den he damn happiz lorz his stardom
dreamz finalli cum thru!!......MUHAHAHA.....
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so he's damn serious bout da modeling
tingy!!...I HAV NVBER EVA SEEN HIM POSE SO
PROFESSIONALLI+SMILE SO BRIGHTLY B4!!..n i laugh my head
off all tis while juz looking at him LOL....aft da shotz da camera man went 2
his car 2 take sumting....so we r chatting while tis boiz came up 2 us n ask if
he can play wiv da ball so laogong lend it 2 him....we tot he's gonna throw da
baseball 2 laogong but instead..............he throw damn hard at a car ritez
beside us!!!!!!!!!!!!!......
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OMIGOD!!!!!....dumbfound!!!!....den da boiz still
go chase aft da ball coz he wanna throw again at da car!!....den laogong go
catch da boiz 2 try stop him.....he "bua" his sweaty+sticky bodiz against da
boiz wen he catch him fm behind n da moz funniest part is wen he saez tis: "stop
it!!...stop it ahz!! i hunt u dw huhz!! if u dun gib mi da ball i call da police
ahz!!" , in his kinda tone which oly wen u hear liaoz den u ll noe hw funniz it
is!! LOL...ritez at tis timez da cameraman finalli cum back n laogong still
打小报告2 him bout wat da boiz did...den da cameraman saez~~~~~~~~~U'RE ON >>JUST 4 LAUGH<<!!!!!!!.........

wahahahahaaha!!!!!......yupyup!!......according 2 yang, its da recent collaboration betwn USA's Just 4 Laugh+singapore's mediacrop!!!.....LOL.....but if u tot laogong is embarrassed aft he found out tt itz juz 4 laugh~~tink again!!!!.....wahahaha he's happiz+xcited lik hell lahz can!!!!.....coz he's on TV!!!!!!!!......hu cares wat showz it is!!!!.....LOL......so tt completes our camping trip rather niceli....heex.

23May**GLADYS WONG HUIYUAN BD @ CLARKEQUAY > CENTRE's STARBUCK > JURONG TEH TARIK: nope!! isnt wat u tink, we dun went dere 4 drink....ahahaha da PPSe galz r nt reli "drink+club" pep (except mi, hu obviousli c drink+dance as my life)...wahahaha.....we went 4 a sumpltious dinner @ Bayang Balinese wher im beri addicted 2 their salad!!(^^)....as usual,,,we r beri beri noisy+laughing our headz off tt other diners keep glancing at us **paisehz lahz paisehz** heh....

we r lik a bunch of gluttonz lik tt lorz.lol..we juz keep eating+drinking every plc we went....n aft finishing eating+drinking at 1 plc we move on straight 2 another plc 2 eat+drink again until we finalli go home!!...MUHAHAHA...aniwaez~~HAPPIZ BIRTHDAEZ LAHZ GLADYS!!=D

24May**SENTOSA*heart*!!: YAY sentosa!!!!!...ah yu's supposedly "graduating-trip"....wahahahha!!!!.....we started off da daez super xcited but ended da daez restless lik hell!!.....muhahahaa.....tis timez we din head 4 da beach we go play sum of da attractions instead coz ah yu cant stay under da sun aft her throat operation....so we went underwater world (my 1st timez dere ehz!!!) n took lottaz fotox of da ==DUGONG==...muhahahaha!!!.....da dugong damn damn damn damn CUTEZ!!!...her name is gracie n i can c tt she beri happiz keep on swimming round n round+doing her rountine...lol.but den but den!!....she keep banging into da wall!!!!...wahhaa n aft banging into da wall she damn paisehz tt she literalli "go-stunt" n hide behind da wall!!!....beri cutez ritez!!....heex....nw we noe y officer lee owaez take at least 50pix of each animalz lol!!...

we oso went 4 da supposedli-4D-movie ==DESPERADO==, which turn out much nicer dan wat we expect, n ==EXTREME LOG RIDE== , which turn out 2b nt up 2 our expectation....damn chek pek!!....im damn lousy at shooting lahz while tt quack yiyang+chinchinchin keep on scoring highest pt.....*damn*...hahaha...

i muz saez, da moz fun ting still hav 2b da skyride+lude (similar 2 gold kart)....ohz my i hav nvber imagine da ride up on da skytrain llb so damn scary!!(@x@)....da whole scene is damn funniz....i keep grabbing on damn hard 2 da railing+screaming+singing out of tune at da top of my lungz....den psk-ang keep crying n refusing 2 open her eyez.....den tt koko kek keep pointing here n dere, failing miserably in tryng 2 distract us fm our fear....wahahaha.....tis is exactly wat has been captured on da skyride tower's camera!... too bad each pix is 10buckz or else we would hav buy!!....

ohz da gold kart part is reli fun!!!....even more fun dan da usual gold kart!!(^^)...heex....i recommend everybodiz 2 2 buy da tix 4 3 rides if u go play tis nxt timex coz 1 ride is simply nt engh 2 satisfy!!!!....hahahaha....

n so our graduating trip end off wiv a visit 2 officer lee @ Fox n da beri yummy duck noodle+porridge at my old work plc Liang Seah Plc while waiting 4 him 2 fin work....

26May**DINNER @ ASTON > DESERT @ BEN'S & JERRY'S: recentli we r beri addicted 2 aston+ben's & jerry's!!....*LOVELOVE*....hehehe...tt daez is oso an omoz-actual- daez celebration 4 constantly-angry-psk-ang's BD (27May) wiv all our members>>ps, ah yu, selwyn, kean, yang n mi...(^^)...

29May**TRM COHORD GRAD DINNER @ NUS ALUMNIA+CLUBBING (again) @ DBL-O (again)!!!! LOL: ermmmmm~~kkz once again da grad dinner is nt reli fun....da food nt reli nicez too...da entertainment....so so lahz.....hahahha....except 4 my mao didi's DJ-ing which is quite nicez.....all da songz he DJ-ed so nicez!!!!.....all clubbin de tt's y tempted all of us 2 go clubbing in da end!!!!...LOL....

aiyoz tok bout clubbin den i angry lahz!!....tt quack yiyang horz!!....no matter hw hard i tickle him horz, he refused 2 gib in n go clubbing ehz!!...damn angry.....muhahahaha...but aniwaez its still beri fun lahz!!.....but im damn wasted tt daez lahz...al thkz 2 tt LEE ZHEN HUANG lahz!!.....keep on ta wiv mi all sorta drink....ohz reli make mi a goner lorz!!....lol...totalli dunoe wat da hell im doing!!...i oly noe i keep singing 2 myself n dance n keep scolding lee zhen huang....muhahaha.....ohz selwyn oso saez i keep mumbling 2 myself...aiyyyooooooozzz~~~damn paisehz sia....(/x\).....

OKZ!!!!!!!(^^)......so tt round up my ***FANTASTIC.MAY***!!!!.....hehehehe......yay~~i hope tt i ll still b at da peak of da roller coaster in da new june!!....heex~

**kessiz notez: ohz yes!..."digress" is a new word i juz learnt!!...muhahahah.....ohz! n all fotox llb uploaded in facebook!!=D...

yaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

2009-05-11T00:10:00.003+08:00

life is a roller coaster

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**kessiz notez: ........2b continued.........

i might juz love it...(^^)

2009-04-17T23:54:00.003+08:00

a quicky updatez coz i beri lazy aft started working!!!!!!!!......muhahahaha.....

im beginning 2 *LOVE* my jobz at kaplan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......hehehehe.....

2 tell da truth~actualli i abitz hate it at 1st lorz n hope 2 get it ovr n done wiv asap!!!!!!!!!(@_@)...tt is bcoz tt timez kana scolded by Ramson in front of da whole office on my 2nd daez at work~~~~~pui....hahahaa....

i cant help my tears fm flowing dw lorz!!.....keep crying wen i get back 2 my seat....n da moz 辛苦 part is tt i cant reli sniff or make ani noise lorz (which is soooooooo difficult 2 control wen crying hard~) coz in da office maiz.....i dun wan others 2 noe.....XPP....but den luckily i hav my **SWEET RATNA+SALISA** 2 cheer mi up!!!(^^).....love u galz manz!!!....hehehehe.....

ohz aniwaez back 2 da pt where i started likin my job~~heex.....

i tink im quite good at admin stuff ehz~~sErIoUsLi....hehehe althgh i dun reli hav a strong liking 4 admin jobz.....hahahaha.....i even got complimented 4 my efficiency+good job can u believe it coz normalli pep owaez saez i beri slow!!!!!!....muhahahhaa.......

i guess i shld thkz God coz he reli help mi thru~~...dere used 2b a phrase which i **LOVE** beri much n still do...."DO YOUR BEST N GOD WILL DO DA REST"...i hav owaez owaez owaez believe in tis phrase n try do my best in everyting i do....kinda lik my principle....heex~~

aniwaez da other reason y i lik my jobz is of course da **COMPANION**!!!!(^o^).....hehehehe.....rmb angela da new admin galz??.....hahahahha....i tink she's great, oso nt forgetting 2 mention~pretty, n i reli reli lik her companion+working wiv her......hheehehe as well as my 4EVA-METICULOUS+PERFECTIONIST mentor*Ratna.......n oso nt 4geting da BERI-THOUGHTFUL*Salisa whom juz gave mi a +++PINK.COLOUR.NOTEBOOK+++ wiv a glued-on cloth showing WINNIE.DA.POOH-holdin a letter "K" coz she noez i lik pink+poohpooh!!!!!....wahahahaa....she saez tt is 2 thkz mi 4 my hardwork.......hehehehee.......so HAPPIZ lorz!!!!!!!.....reli reli reli~~~~(=^^=).......

3rd~~is all da ^^^PaRtYiNg^^^ tt we had, have n gonna have!!!!....muhahahahaha......juz tis week alone we had celebrated Judy's bd......hahaha....dey gave her a surpize, master-minded by her best frenz Karen, which i tink is beri beri sweet!!!!.....hahahaha......

n juz 2daez~~we have a ###TGIF.DURAIN.PARTY### 4 all da durian lovers (minus judy)!!!!!!!!~=D.....hahahahaa.......aahhhhz its a pity angela missed it coz she sick+on mc!!!......n ratna is best~~she juz cum back 2 work fm mc coz she sorethroat n da 1st tingz is eat durain.......LOL!!....

hehehehe.....see??.....i tink everytingz is getting beta 4 mi recentli.....heex.....i hope da luck ll last 4eva lahz!!!!!~or at least as long as possible!!...heex....(^.^)......

**kessiz notez: ANGELA QUICK CUM BACK FM MC LAHZ~~IM SOOOO BORED!!....muhahahaha~~.......n all da pix llb uploaded on my FB so go dere c ba!!.....heex~.....

a moment of rEaLiZaTiOn(^^)~

2009-04-14T00:33:00.004+08:00

REALIZED ALOTTAZ TINGZ 2DAEZ!!!....

muhahhahaha.......

1st: angela, da new pemp admin assistant galz, (yupyup~dey hav hire yet another admin assistant but she is pemp de....feels kinda threatened actualli...muhahahaha.....but hope tt sumhow i can continue survive in dere n get extended!!...) oso get 2 noe da job fm recruit xpress n we hav da same agent edmund!!!!!!!......

2nd: our boyfrenz r of da same pattern~~super processive+super super super forbit us go clubbing!!......4 da same reasonz sumore!!(-.-)....muahahahaa.......

3rd: da world is so ===SMALL===!!!!......1 of my frenz catherine used 2 work in kaplan nt long ago!!!!!!!...in da same division~same office~same position sumore!!!!!!!!!!!.....**OMG**.....(O.O).......n i seriousli hav no idea until wen i saw her in da mutual frenz list as a colleauge in kaplan!!... wahahahhaha!!!.....so i can b considered as indirectly replacing her ba....hahaha.......

4th: altgh we hav all aged n hav gone thru alottaz stuff throughout da yrs.....sum of us reli reli nvber change~n by tt, at all!!!!!...muhahahaha.....which is prettiz **GOOD** i tink!!(^.^)....

~~prissy is still as lazy as eva n nids 2 slp earli.....seriousli.....n nids sumbodi 2 help her peel prawn skin everytimex.....muhahhaha.....

~~maymay is still as lame as eva, love her mutton soup 2 da core n beri easily gets alarmed n goes "ohz!" at every single tingz.....lol.....

~~shuxian is still as blur+funniz in her sorta waez....u tell mi hu ll insist on putting eveyting in her organizer....but den oly circle out da dates wivout indicating wat da dates r circled out 4 in da 1st plc!!!!????.....LOL.....

5th: **CINNAMON SUGAR PRETTZEL** may juz b da nxt BIG tingz in my life!!....wahahaha...soooooo YuMmY PLEASE!!!(^.^)....

6th: haben return buddz $$$$ 4 da dinner+movie+popcorn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........muhahahahaha.......i hav totalli 4got bout it le!!!!!!!~XPPPPPPPPPPPP........dun hate mi kkz buddz??.......hahahaha....

**kessiz notez: soooo rejuvenized aft our ++AUNTIEZ.DAEZ.OUT++ 2daez!!!.....tis timex we reli muz keep 2 our promise 4 da once-a-mth-outing tingyz kkz!!??(^^)....hehehe...LOVE U GUYZ!!~

LifeSchoolWorkFrenzLove

2009-04-11T16:18:00.005+08:00

***LIFE***

ermmmm.....prettiz ~~LoSt~~.....i dunoe y...juz suddenli feels kinda lost tis few daez....feels nt connected wiv da world n abitz scared....nid 2 constantly go out....n find sumting 2 do.....n meet frenz.....cant stay at home....dun lik da feeling ==ewwww===....(@_@)....

***SCHOOL***

prettiz good!!...*heex*...turned up 2b 1 of da top graduating studentz...n got invited 2 da graduating gala dinner n dance....kinda looking 4wardz 2 it...coz have nvber went 2 another dinner and dance aft da sec sch prom nitez~~.....sumore quack yiyang is gg too......so i wun b alone....muhahaha.....

another tingz is tt~had gotten an acceptance letter fm NTU!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....*AHHHHHHHZZZZZ*....abitz cant believe my eyes went i c da letter!!....*muhahahhaa*~~.....saw it 1st ting earli in da morning n jumped ard da room wiv it 4 awhile b4 preparing 4 work!!!!!.....~~YAY~~tis is wat i have been longing sooooo much 4.....*thkz God*....(^u^).....

***WORK***

found a job via my recruit xpress agent....*heex*....===admin assistant @kaplan===....beri happiz+gladful bout it...*thkz God againz*....cant believe tt i still managed 2 get a job so fast in tis kinda suckyz economy!!...hehe......pay is reasonable~~7buckz per hr.....n is doing brainless jobz which im soooo GOOD at.....muhahahha....da bad tingz is OT oso get paid at 7buckz per hr~but im nt a greedy person so......YUP IM HAPPIZ!!...v(^^)v.......

***FRENZ***

i love my frenz...dey make mi sooo happiz everytimez!!....especially 臭三羊 whom i met up 4 dinner 2daez in a row since he work in GUESS at taka n i work in somersat....hehehehe....his new BANGS seriousli cheer mi up tons manz!!!!!!!......wahahahha.....

oso went visiting ah yu in da hosp coz she removed her ^^aDaM aPpLe^^ in da throat.....~~CoNgRaTz KOKO KEK~~ur finalli a galz again!!...hehehhe.........**EWWWWW** i cant stand da BLOOD!!!!!!!.......wen i c her i immediately tot of SAW1-5 manz~~~~

oso was con into going **CAMPING** (4 da 1st timez in my life) in eastcoast park wiv xianli+her HORNY rabbitz weiweiz!!!!!......muhahaha...we r sooo silly!!!!!.....we lost our waez n drove on da road 4 1hr (3-4pm) b4 we get dere.....LOL~....den den aft pitching our tent (4-5pm)....we wanna go parkwaez parade 2 get da bbq food n she saez its within walkable dist....n so we walked......n we got lost AGAIN!!!!!!!!!.....which meant it took us another 1hr15min (5-615pm) 2 get dere.....den den den we r stop by da GIANT security lady coz her horny rabbitz cant go inside.....so i hav 2 go in n do da shopping myself!!.....ohz manz it took mi damn long 2 find everyting lahz!!!!....3hrs (615-9pm).....wahahahaha....so in da end we finalli gt back 2 our tent n started bbq-ing....im DAMN DAMN DAMN **PROUD** of myself!!!!....coz i set up da bbq pit ALL BY MYSELF!!!!!....n its a beri beri beri pro+good fire (according 2 xianli).....hehehehe.....kkz aniwaez im damn ke lian coz she fall aslp at 3am n left mi staring at da tent rooftop til earli in da morning~~n n n......I DUN DARE 2 GO TOILET BY MYSELF!!!!!...*sobsob*....so i hav 2 hold it til da morning.....muhahha....but den ovrall......camping is *FUN* lahz....but damn tiring pls!!....(>.<).....

oso hav my ###AuNtIeZ.DaEz.OuT### wiv prissy+maymay+shuxian.....hehehe....damn happiz!!......its such a pity MEISA TANIA is in USA n nt here wiv us.....we miss her soooo much!!.....

oso went out wiv buddz 4 moviez n such~~.......kkz he makes mi happiz too......but pek chek at timex......=PPPPPPPPPPPPPP........muhahahahahahaha........n i promise myself im nt gonna ask him out eva again!!......wahahahaha.....

***LOVE***

love~~~~~~is complicating........sumtimex im happiz........sumtimez im not........n wen im not....it get mi tinking bout alottaz tingz.....n i hate tis kinda feelingz.......coz eventualli, its nt anione's faultz......its juz a matter of whether r we reli made 4 each other n compatible 4 life.....n i reli hate 2 hav 2 break da bad news, if eva dere is a nid 4 mi 2 do so.....AAAAAHHHHZZZZ i nid 2 noe!!....i reli nid 2 ask myself whether r we meant 2b.....coz i dun wanna stay in a rls coz im too comfy 2 move on....n it ll b so unfair 4 him~~~......*VEXED*....(/.\)......

**kessiz notez: kkz~~so tt juz prettiz much sum up wateva is gg on recentli........till den~~.......

The One Where Everyone Noes~lol...

2009-04-03T04:27:00.004+08:00

ohz my ohz my ohz my~~~~~~~~~~

yupyup....tis are da exact words tt r repeating in my head ritez nw @ 5.25am~~.......hahahahaha.....

hmmmm~~i cant help it though!!!!!.......coz i noe a ~supposedli~ beri beri beri beri beri ==BIG== secret of da century!!!....(@@)....n tt makes mi kinda dizzy~~....but i guess, shld b in a good waez though......muhahahaha......da secret kinda gib mi a *tinkering-ticklely-butterfly anihw fly about* feeling in my stomach.....

okz~~as da person hu told tis secret predicted.....ALL tis is reli quite hard 4 one 2 digest......hahahahaha.....(^^).....but nevertheless....i muz saez~im prettiz *HaPpIz* 2 hav known da secret n da truth...n 2 oso hav let out 1 of my huge 1 finalli~~......i tink if given a 2nd chance....i tink i ll still prefer it da same waez....('u').....

ohz~sooo...++APRILS' FOOL++ (or rather, post aprils' fool~lol) 4 tis yr had turned up 2b soooo different....muhahahahaha.......

**kessiz notez: hehe..n other dan "ohz my"~~all i can saez is--> secrets can juz b so sweet sumtimex n good-2-noe.....lol~....

i wan HECTIC LIFESTYLE back!!!!(^o^)~

2009-04-02T01:07:00.004+08:00

heyz heyz!!(^^)....

ohz hav been missing so long fm tis blogz tt im sooo guilty~~heex......

hav being quite *HAPPIZ* tis past weeks.....finalli~~im able 2 do sooo mani tingz which i hav sooo wanna do everytimez but cant~which is prettiz exasperating.....da idea n urge of doing sum of these following tingz ll juz suddenli pop into my head while im studyin de lehz....

**SUCH AS**

~slping in late~

~slp @ 6am n wakey @ 2pm~

~nt setting an alarm~

~n waking up ani timex u wan~

~on-ing my lappiz nt bcoz of sch work.......at last.....~

~watchin F.R.I.E.N.D.S+tv+vcdz+dvdz anitimez n 4 howeva long i wan~

~read al da story bookz which hav been collecting dust on da shelf~

~springclean+redeco my rm F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.....muhahahha~

~playin my PINKY DS unlimited~

~juz hangin out+chat wiv frenz lik 臭三羊 n gangz, xianli, prissy, jolene....~

~ICESKATING @ kallang!!!!!!(^o^)~

~ktv ktv ktv ktv ktv~

~moviez~

~CLUBBING!!!..v(^u*)v....I NID MORE OF CLUBBING~

so free all bcoz...........

WE HAVE GRADUATED!!!!~~

HHOOORAAYYYZ!!(^O^)....

hehehehhe.....yupyup n i hav gotten an ovrall GPA of 3.73....

reli thkz God~~(^^).....i dun tink i can do it wivout Him......He reli reli works miraclez!!.....hehehehe.....i tot im gonna flunk sum of my finalz modules!!!....but 2 my surprise i scored A n above for all modules except da 2 Bs for my IS sub modules!!!!!.....hahahaha....

(**n to Ms Emileen: ohz my ur ritez!!.....keeping my bd candles reli works too!!...hehehhe....**)

im sooooo ==FREE== nw!!......tt im nt quite use 2 it......n i dun reli reli lik it too.....muhahahaha....*i muz b crazy*....but seriousli~i dun lik slackin....i nid 2 go out n do sumting!!!!.....i wanna WORK!!!!!!!...i muz go out everydaez......muhahaaa.......ahhhhz lik 1 more daez at hm can kill~~.....i tink im sorta ~~AdDiCtEd~~ 2 those kinda hectic lifestyle....n i noe i LOVE it....hahahaha......

i dunoe whether if ani other pep is lik mi....tt u ll owaez complain wen ur reli bz n life gt prettiz hectic but actualli deep dw u like it but u dunoe it urself!!!.....

n~~~i even missed SCHOOL!!!!~alotz**.....ahhhhhz~~cant wait 2 get back 2 hectic lifestyle!!!!(^o^).....muhahahaha.......

**kessiz notez: lazy 2 post pix here coz it llb lik 4eva~ 2 upload al da fotox (which is alotz~~) using my lousy internet!!.....muhahaha....check it out @ my facebook ba!!=)......

The One With The 16-yrs-old Frenz**(^,^)

2009-03-11T01:29:00.003+08:00

thkz GOOD LORD!!('v')~~

reli wanna thkz You 4 alllllllllllllllllll my frenz!!~wivout dem, im close 2 nth....hahahahaha.....

althgh my life is still quite miserable wiv my swollen eyes n im getting more n more panicky bout it...my frenz reli made my daez....=D....dey hav kept mi company.....n made mi soooo =HaPpIz= 4 da past few daez!!.....hehehehe.......

special thkz 2 **PRISCILLA ANG JIN QI**~~hu cum all da waez dw fm AMK 2 da "ulu" jurong 2 keep mi company on fridaez.....heex...

YES!!....da best news tt i hav heard fm her is tt~she is FINALLI being allowed 2 stay ovr at frenz hs!!!....muhahahha...reli ~~CoNgRaTz~~ manz!!....hahahhaa...tis stayovr has been anticipated 4 years!!....lol....

manz we hav a SuPeRb timex scaring ourselves ovr da SHUTTLE ghost film on tv~pampering overselves wiv delivered mcdonald's meals~getting in touch wiv God whom i hav neglected 4 so long~chatting bout da long-lost church+brothers+sisters~hunting pep dw in Facebook~recalling all da funniz+crazy+memorable moments in Yuhua Pri & Commonwealth Sec~n juz tok bout *life*....hahahahah.....

ang jin qi!!~...if ur reading tis, i wanna tell u tt God is good~~as he has planted u, a great frenz & sis, in my life 2 share my purest happiness+miseries 4 16 yrs....u nvber failed 2b fun+crazy wiv mi, yet owaez being able 2 pull mi back close 2 Him weneva i drifted awaez....*LOVE* u seriousli!!~~but damn mushy tt i cant stand tis!!....hahaha.......

kkz, another special thkz 2 **KHOO HSIEN LEE**~~hu has initialli wanna go suntec shopping, but in da end coz im tooooo afraid of pep looking at my swollen eye, tt she has 2 sit at starbuckz n chat wiv mi da whole saturdaez nitez......hehehehehe...(^^")......(but u ll late 4 an hr!!!~lol).....

she is yet another dear frenz whom has stayed wiv mi thru out my ups & downs 4 16 looooonnng years......AbSoLuTeLi *LOVE* her!!...n her Ham-sum rabbit ~WEI WEI~ as well!!....(^,^)...hehehehehe......althgh both of us r owaez too bz 2 meet up or chat...but we r owaez so close lik sis n i hope it llb 4eva~~....

ah li!!!~~if ur reading tis...i wanna tell u tt u hav reli taught mi alotz....n made mi realized hw impt my family is 2 mi which i hav so willfulli disregarded 4 a few yrs aft those nasty family episodes....n i reli reli reli reli wanna thkz u 4 tis.....as i noe tt 1 daez i ll definateli regret if i carry on tt waez....n by den it might b too late 2 do aniting~~.....thkz ah li!!(^^).....

last words~~

**LOVE UR, LOVE UR, n still LOVE UR!!!**

v(^^)v

**kessiz notez: ll make appointment 2 go 4 da small eye surgery 2 remove da lump soon.....SO SCARED!!...(O.O)...

The One With A Swollen Ritez Eye(-.@)

2009-03-06T20:29:00.004+08:00

ya~~im online, bloggingz my waez into a FRIDAEZ~~which is rare....

ohz my im sooooo pathetic!!!!....*sobsob*...(/.\)....

its my fav daez **TGIF** n i cant go clubbing~~God, tis is driving mi CrAzY!!!!......

all coz of my SwOlLeN rItEz EyE lahz.....which makes mi missed a FULL fun week of my new-found freedom~~....

my eye has been swollen 4 a mth now!!....n i hav been to 2 docz!!.....da 1st one aint ani good~~its an ABNN docz in polyclinic....she dun seems lik a docz lorz!!...beri bimbotic n she prescribed mi medicine wen she din even turn n SEE my eye!!.....GOSH~~totalli makes mi lose faith in polyclinic...sumore hav 2 wait so long....*arghhhhhzz*...hahhaha....lucky im a damn patient pep....heex.....

juz c da 2nd docz tis wed....hmmmm~~tis lady is definately a much beta docz dan da polyclinic 1 lahz....she is lik an angel wen compared 2 da ABNN!!.....even teaches mi n demo personalli hw 2 apply da eye lotion+apply 4 mi.....**GOOD**!!...i lik family docz!!....altgh it cost mi a bomb~44.50buckz....lol.....double da bill of polyclinic manz!!....

da worst tingz is~~MORE MEDICINE+NO CONTACT LENSES+NO MAKEUP 4 HOWEVA LONG IT TAKES 4 MY EYE 2 RECOVER!!!...*faint*..(@_@).....hopefulli da medi ll work~~if nt, im sooo ready 2 kill.....muhahahahaha....*evil smile*....

okz~~tt's da end of my pathetic updatez~.....hahahhaa....so jealous of all those hu r gg clubbing at DBL O 2nitez!....but njoyx urself lahz!!...hahaha......

n...>>>HaPpIz.BiRtHdAeZ<<< 2 my mao didi+karen!!(^-^)....hehehhe.....sorriz i hav gt 2 miss da celebratn 2nitez!.......

**kessiz notez: sick of loitering ard jurong area 4 1 week!!!....I WANNA GO OUT PLEASSSSSEEE!!!!...\('o')/....wahahahhaaha.....

PEK CHEK!!...#!$^%!$!$@=(#$...

2009-02-25T18:38:00.007+08:00

pek chek lahz....PEK CHEK!!!~seriousli!!!!!!!.....

&#!^$!(&$!(&$@@+(#

normalli i dun post during exam period de lorz.....but tis timex exception......coz

1st~~

im reli damn pek chek wiv annie yee!!!!!!!!!!.....tel us tt EVERYTING is impt n MUST study everyting!!....in da end omoz lik 50% nvber cum out!!...by da waez MISS annie yee~ 4 ur record i hav stayed up da whole nitez 2 read ur stupid unclear, misleading n redundant notez n haben slept a wink at all juz so u can do tis 2 us!!

2nd~~

im damn pissed off by myself lahz!!...beri beri depressed+sad wiv myself.....i hav nt written ANITING AT ALL for a 8marks n 12 marks qns!!~~thus losing 20marks straight.....da moz pek chek ting is...nt i dunoe hw 2 do.....I HAV NO TIMEX!!!!!....tel mi who who who!!?? can finished 4 long essays qns, given tt we muz b specific n detailed in answering her qns n tt we hav 2 take timex 2 read case studies, in 2 HOURS!!??...arrrgggghhhhzzzzz*simply wanna kill her....or kill myself~faster.......

3rd~~

can YOU juz stop buggin mi owaez during tis kinda critical period??????????......altgh i noe tt i ll definately regret+feel guilty 4 sayin wat i've juz said.....u reli owaez caught mi in a bad timex......n i cant~~.....i reli feel tt i cant breathe under tis kinda presssure animore!!!...im wat~aft all~juz a kid 2 u"literalli".....

do u seriousli tink i can undertake all tis nonsenses of everybodi!?....all tis crap i hav 2 withstand juz coz of all ur wrong-doings in da 1st plc!!??....if u tink im reli tt strong n i can~~i can tel u straight in ur face tt i reli CAN'T.....n i hope tt i reli do not nid 2 care bout all tis ~SHIT~.....

y izzitz mi hu muz take care of everyting n eventualli take charge of all tis "adult" shitz!!??....im lik stucked between YOU+MOM......n tt stupid 30-yrs-old bro hu keep pushin da shitty job 2 his littal sis is seriousli of no help at all.....n oly noe hw 2 add more "favour" into my life by presenting mi wiv his own set of problems.......

see, YOU~~by ritez, shld no longer b in my life....

aft all tt u've done......all da hurts, pain, tears, frustration, anger n sadness tt u've brought upon us.....all da trust tt u've violated....all da happiness~altgh rare in da 1st plc~tt we've once shared, which u hav destroyed without a thought.......

n....eventualli all da respect tt i've held up so high 4 u ~n have held on 2 so faithfulli~ even though u've nt being a beri good father 2 start wiv....da strong belief tt my father DO love us wholeheartedly, care 4 us n ll owaez protect us under his wings n nvber hurt us eva~~~r utterly n brutally destroyed......juz lik tt......

i've once hated u~.......2 da extend tt i dun tink i can bring myself 2 eva 4gib u, call u dad, or even lay my eyes on u again.......i've once cried myself 2 sleep every nitez...repeatedly asking myself y has tis kinda stuff hap 2 mi....consoling myself tt im nt in da worst situation.....

i'd promised myself tt i ll hav NOTHING 2 do wiv u ANIMORE....but my heart still soften aft all tis yrs aft all ur pity acts~nt knowing whether ur truly sincere in all da tings u've said...

i tot i was being filial n serving my role as a daughter but i've cum 2 realized tt u, as well as mom+bro, r oly treating mi lik a dumping ground!!!......a 24/7 dumping ground 4 all ur problemz n troublez, which i nid 2 "self-contain" n nt tel anione else, n eventualli hav 2 help ur clear up?....

im seriousli quite happiz....tt God has soften my heart 2 4gib u....coz i stil love u....but....

STOP ACTING LIKE A KID, N CUM CRYING OR RUSHING TO MI DA 1ST MOMENT SUMTING HAPPEN EVERYTIMEX, N EXPECT MI 2 SOLVE EVERYTING 4 U!!!!!~~~~~

i hav engh of tis crap.......im ur daughter.....im nt ur god.....my means r limted...i cant b dere as n wen u wan mi to 24/7~ to listen to u or rushed dw to meet u or find da money 4 u....

i hav my own life 2 live....i hav my own ting 2 do, own dreamz 2 pursue, own probz 2 solve......i hav 2 move on, u have 2 let mi.....u cant juz bug into my life every wen n where u lik, expect mi 2 drop wateva im doing in my own world n sucked mi into ur world temporaily 2 solve probz 4 u....im juz a kid...im juz a kid.....

**kessiz notez: hate tis part~but...life stil goes on..........lucky God made mi cheerful by nature.....

>>POST-BD-FOTOZ-POSTING<<

2009-02-15T18:34:00.022+08:00

Allohaz!!~~(^^)....

hehehhehehe....m in a beri ^^HIGH^^ spirit 2daez!~wootz!....so hav decided 2 update my blogz.....keke....but still am lazy so shall started by updating da fotoz mentioned in previous postings!...hehehhee......such as...my BDAEZ of couse!~XD.....so ta la~~.....

+++SURPRISE BD-PARTY AFT CLASS+++

yay~~tis is my 1 n oly bd cake 4 tis yr le!....hahaha...all sweet+chocolaty!~juz da waez i lik it!!(^^)...hehehe....cake is actualli nt my kinda stuff actualli....im oly attracted 2 choco cake!....hehe....

kkz nxt up~ya tt is prettiz mi posting 4 a shot wiv da cake aft making my bd wish...(arghhz tt daez im super late 4 class tt is y i went bare-faced!!....walau would hav at least put on sum lippy 2 maintain my eva-prettiz image lorz if only i've known dey wanna surprise mi!!~lol)...hehe....

well aniwaez since our RMTR tutor *emiline* is dere n i tink tt RMTR finalz exam ll b a damn hard paper~~i wished out loud 4 an AD 4 tt paper lahz of course!!~;P.....wahahhaha!!......she is damn nicez but owaez bully mi de tgr wiv ah yu dey all de!!....keep calling mi FAT~~arghhhz....hahaa....but nevertheless, she's still my fav tutor 4 tis sem.... hope she ll grant mi my small wish lahz!....hehe.....

im cutting da cake.....but im reli lousy at cutting cake lahz i ll juz mess up da whole plc!!....in fact, im a prettiz LOUSY COOK!!~~*damn sad*.....hahahha....i everytimez failed de wen i attempted 2 cook.....da oly nicez dishes i can made is maggiz nood+rice cooked 2 da optimal stage+sandwiches+i can cook relllllllliiii nicez egg!!....hehehehe....i noe hw 2 use potato 2 make french fries too!!....n i can make extremely nicez mash potato (own self trial n error de!).....hehehe.....*damn proud of myself*(^-^)......but nvber mind althgh i cant cook but den i wash da dishes beri well i can b a pro!~sparkling+squekingli clean yeahz.....

u see u see!!...1 moment dey r lik sooo nicez!!....but da nxt moment all of dem turn into devils look at their faces!!!!....hahahha....ur r sooo **EVIL**!!!~~esp ah yu lahz!!...u started pusing my poor head 1st lorz u tink i dunoe ahz!!??....hahahhaa!!....hmmph~~hw dare u father kek!!....nxt timex gt aniting oso dun confess 2 u le lahz!~XPP......

dey bully mi again lahz!!....until my so 精点八字眉 oso cum out liaoz!!....hahahha....damn ugli lorz taken so mani of my un-glam fotoz even on my bd!~XP.........but i cant delete dem lahz~its our unspoken practice 2 take one another's un-glam fotoz, an offence 2 eva delete dem, n da rule 2 post it online....haha....ohz my n damn pek chek!*..instead of rescueing mi yvonne walk awaez n laugh sumore!!....

2 more damn un-glam fotoz~~walau all thkz 2 yangyang lahz!!~~......ask mi 2 act lik ==CAVEWOMAN== coz i wear leopard jacket!XP~.......is super super duper ugli pls!...but hav lottaz fun!~XD...

ah yu being cornered~~retribulance (izzitz lik tt spell??) 4 bullying mi.....

kkz~~here r sum grp fotoz+random fotoz of my beloved classmatez...hehe.....althgh dey beri bad sumtimez but.....absolutely *LOVE* dem!!....

TR 22 ROCKX!!***;D

ah yu hav 2 help mi cut da cake.....

ah dor+ms hon....

mr sexy bitchy bimbo auntiez chin chin chin~~in short, SELWYN.....

jocelyn tan hu owaez hav fun tgr wiv her tall+muscular bf bluffing mi wiv all kinda lame ting during CSC+WISP classes....

RMTR tutor emiline.....

n finalli prettiz+cutez mi lahz!!*v(^^)v......heex......

+++BD CLUBBIN DAEZ+++

kkz nw is my bd clubbin fotoz.....hehehehe......BEST CLUBBIN DAEZ of my 4eva-20 life!!...hehehehe....music is my soul n dancin is my life ehz!!...muhahaha so cheesy!!....

mi+da GUESS watch~~all saez "YES!!" 2 **PINK**!!.....

sexy anne anne~~ beri tall jeannie babe~~ loveli fav paulpaul hu owaez do crazy stunts wiv mi!!** yupyup ending wiv a fotoz of prettiz mi again~~hehehehe*.... its reli a pity i nvber taken fotoz wiv all da others hu cum clubbin wiv mi tt daez though~~*sad*......(/.\)...

.
lastly~~nt 4getting my dear buddiez ah yong!!....super thkz 4 da >>BRIDES WAR<< movie!!....4 all those hu haben watch yet....PLS GO WATCH IT B4 IT FIN!!.....wahahhaa.....damn nicez!!.....n thkz 4 da popcorn+toblerone+BoysLikeGirls DVD!!!!........wOoTx~ super **LOVE** da dvd manz!!....heex.....hmmm but u still owe mi 7 shots ya n u noe y....hahahaha....

**kessiz notez: lotz more of post-event update cuming up!!~~heex......

HAPPIZ.VALENTINE.DAEZ\(^o^)/.....

2009-02-13T23:23:00.006+08:00

no timez no timez still no timez 2 update blogz yet!!~XPPPPP....hahahahaha!!.....

but i ll still lik 2 wish everybodi~~

***HAPPIZ.VALENTINE.DAEZ***

...\(^o^)/...

u noez!!......nxt yr valentine daez fall on da 1st daez of Chinese New Year!!!.....hahahaha....

kkz till den!!~~heex.....

**kessiz notez: n happiz valentine daez 2 tt special sum1~~(='.'=)..........

myHAPPIZmomentz(^^)v.......

2009-02-02T01:50:00.005+08:00

kkz aft missing 4 soooooooo GoD DAMN LoNg~~~ im finalli BACK!!!**......hehehehehe........tis ll b a super long post again....

ermmmm......i muz saez......4 da past 1 mth i hav being suffering and suffocating under da tons n tons n tons of ===WORK===!!!.......

arrhhhhzz~~......damn tire lahz........

im so bz til i din even hav timex 2 plan 4 my supposedly-4eva 20-BiRtHdAeZ-partiz!!!...**sobsob**(/,\).........

so yup!.....tis yr went wivout a proper bd partiz.....but i hav my bitz of CeLeBrAtIon n im damn **HAPPIZ**!!.....hehehehe......

1st n foremost~~~poly grp of frenz giv mi a **SURPRISE** on my bd eve!!......hahahahaha oooouuuuu so ^^ToUcHeD^^ by ah yu+sel+PS+yangyang+kuai!!.......hehehehehe......thkz u n i **LOVE** u all!!(^o^)v..........dey beri sweet......yangyang secretly go buy my fav super thick CHOCOLATE cake 8+ in da morning suddenli bring da cake in n sing bd song aft our morning emiline class!!......hehehehe.....den dey gave mi a BIG BIG BIG moist green leather bag which i lik (dey noe i lik BIG BIG bag!!..heh....)....ahhhhz love ur again!!....

(ah yu!!!.....send mi fotoz quick so i can upload lahz!!....4eva so slow~~~....hehehehehehe....)

den den......i went 4 dinner at ==KUISHINBO==japanese restuarant wiv PPSe (sec sch frenz)!!.....hahahaha.....i love da place lehz!!......coz i super damn love SeAfOod~~actualli oly crab+prawns lahz.....hahha.......da crab is damn nicez!*yummy yummy*.....aniwaez dey gave mi a treat....thkz jolene, qianxi, huiyuan, weibin, weiqiang, weiming, rongyue!!.....(shijin is nt dere thgh)......**LOVE** ur too!!......hehehehehe.........

althgh i spent da whole daez of my actual bd (22Jan) chiong-ing projz......i hav my DeAr DeAr frenz (ahz! mushy~) wiv mi!!.....hahahhaa.......ahyu+PS+sel is ovr at my place since 1+......althg nid 2 do projz but we slack til lik 7 den started doing!!....hahahaha......sel is HAPPILY helping mi clean+tune my guitars n teachin mi how 2 play 童话!!!!!!!!.....**yay yay**....hehehehe....nid more practice!!......ahhhz n we oso last min tryin 2 "train" 4 our compulsory NAFA test da followin daez......hahahah ah yu is sooooo inflexible!!!......HOHO!~~....i hav nvber seen such inflexible galz in my life!!.....wahahaha.....n we chiong projz aft eating Mac delivery lorz....hahahaha....

(ah yu!!...again~~send mi da fotoz!!)

den laogong gong oso pay a visit n gave mi my bd present!!.....hehehehe......a *SAMSUNG.MINI.HI-FI.SET* which i love love LOVE!!....v(^^)v.....heh......coz mine has being spolit 4 so long le n i no $$ buy new 1......so *HAPPIZ* it can play dvd, vcd, cd n oso can play fm usb, it has FM tuner n it even has CD ripping function!!!!!!!.....most importantly of all~~it has strong base!!!!!.....hahahhaha...i love strong base coz its lik CLUBBIN!!***....hehe.......thkz laogong!!**MuAcKz......

ermmmmm......den da most HAPPIZ celebration is of course **CLUBBING** in DLB O on sat lahz!!......ahhhhhhhzzz so god damn long no ClUb le lorz i damn deprived!!..(other dan tt timez christmas go which is abit disappointing due to sum reasons)....wahahaha....i hope all my clubbing skills still dere~~...keke......but den i recently no drink much my drinking skills D R O P til beri jia lat!!.....alittal bit can drunk oreadi~~esp wen mix beer wiv liquor n im nth left!!......hahahaha.....

i damn high tt daez lahz coz i kept losing 猜拳 so i hav 2 drink.....=P......but i reli njoyx myself!!....hehehe.....coz hav a great game, a great drink n a great dance wiv my frenz.....thkz all~~anne, jeannie, paulpaul, kendrick*很可怜, mark, chris, alan n a galz i forgot her name!!......hahaha.....n SUPER LOVE+thkz anne, paulpaul, jennie, mabel 4 da **GUESS** watch!!...hehehe.....love it its my fav colour PINK!!.......hehehehe........

(still hav sum fotoz which hav yet being taken fm jeannie+paulpaul...)

hahahaha.....my mum gave mi $50 ang bao+laogong mum gave mi $28 ang bao n tt is bout all 4 my bd~~....n thkz all hu hav left a bd notez in my facebook!!...*muackz*...ahhhhz i SWEAR nxt yr die die muz party!!.....hahahaha.....dere r oso sum frenz whom i muz post celebration wiv til aft my final yr examz coz too bz!!......hahahaha.......

**to: buddiez buddiez buddiez u seen tis ritez!!??.....go tink of sum activities!!....hahahahaha.....

**to: prisicilla ang jin qi!!.....tink of sumting too+rmb 2 pre pre pre notify maymay or she hav sumting on again!!....hahaha......rmb 2 call shuxian too so long no see her~~~...ahhhz hope meisa is in singapore too....

**to: xianli!!!!!!!!!.......prepare ur present 4 mi horz!!........hahahaha.....

**to: ah fang+ah bi.....hmmmm i hope ur c tis!!....letz CLUB tgr again pls!!....i promise i ll go!!.....

other dan my bd still gt other happiz timez!!.....hahaha.......lik another **DRINKING+CLUBBING** session juz ytd!!....hahahhaa.....went out wiv anne+ her pri sch frenz (kendrick+jean+alex) ytd coz tml kendrick is flying back 2 Aussie 2 study n his10++++ gfs!.....hahahah....ohz beri 可怜.....althgh i reli reli reli wanna go ovrseas study.....but den i tink i ll 可怜 til i die coz ll beri MISS da frenz in singapore......was drinking at Hooters (y all guyz oso lik Hooters galz!!??) den clubbin at REBEL den chatting at singapore river......hehehehe.......

^^^GoOd ByE 很可怜!!....cya in 1yrs timex~ll miss u de!!^^^

ermmmm.....other dan all tis happiz timex...my life is lik passin by in a blur coz so hectic!!....hahahah.....officer lee!!.....no more COMMANDOR CAMP pls!!!!.....hahahahhaa.....we cant take it animore wiv oly 2hrs of slp per person+no ration!!.....hahahahaha......

hahahaha.....kkz but 1 last ting 2b happiz bout....c my NEW LEOPARD DRESS!!....hehehe.....**LOVE.IT**!!...\(^o^)/.......

**kessiz notez: .....im on a line between *HappinesS* n *ConfusioN*............

I MISSSSSS MY BLOGZ!!!(/o\)

2009-01-30T09:47:00.004+08:00

it has been more dan a month.......

I MISSSSSSS MY BLOGZ DeArLi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*(/o\)*......

ahhhhzzz.....

i ll b ==BACK== soon i promise!!**........

**kessiz notez: HaPpIz 5th-DaEz NeW yEaR 2 eveeeeerrryybodiiizz!!........MUACKZ~~

MERRY(^o^)CHRISTMAS&^^^HAPPIZ2009NEW*YEAR^^^

2008-12-24T12:32:00.003+08:00

am too busy to post lately........

n am still bz ritez nw!!.......

(in da midst of doing proj n preparing 4 da christmas celebration ltr).....

hahahhhahaha......

but i still wanna take a quickiz second outta my hectic sheldue......

to wish EvErYbOdI............

****MERRY(^o^)CHRISTMAS****

& a

^^^HAPPIZ*2009*NEW*YEAR^^^

a BIG F A T *MuAcKz* n *HuGz* fm mi!!.......hehehehe.......

**kessiz notez: Prettiz Kes is LoViNg **LAOGONG GONG** 4 his ChRiStMaS gEnErIoUsItY!!~~wootz!!....v(^-^)v.....

I M A DAMN SPENDTHRIFT!!!!!!...\(o)/......

2008-12-18T23:51:00.010+08:00

i m a spendthrift....

i m reli a spendthrift!!.....

I AM A DAMN SPENDTHRIFT!!!!!....

.........save mi~~

u noe i m damn damn damn broke lahz!!.....my bank acct can b considered as NEGATIVE now!!.....actualli it is still nt reli negative until after 31Dec08 coz all da money currentli left inside my bank is set aside for da 2nd sch fee deduction on tt daez (coz da 1st deduction failed coz i dun hav engh fund inside my bank!!)......so i m as good as totalli ~~~BROKE~~~.......*SoBbInG.fAnTiCaLlY*!!.....

hmmmmm.....actualli~~supposedli~~i shlnt b broke so god damn soon de..........is coz since Oct til now i hav SO SO SO MANI frenz birthdaez (esp 21st yr old bd!!)......sooooooo..... nid 2 buy ALOTTAZ presentz lahz!!......+nw is festive season *ChRiStMaS*(^^) den nid 2 buy soooo mani christmas present too!!.....ahhhhhhhzzz.....all $$$$$ spent on PRESENTX!!!.....*going.crazy*....

sumore go out celebrate bd+christmas+chalet n nid alottaz $$$$ de lehz.......tt is y im suddenli lik UrGiNg all my frenz 2 return mi money!!.....im so sorriz guyz!!!..../(-.-)\.....nt tt i dun understand ur situation but i m beri ~~PiTyFuL~~ now.......hahahahaha........dun even noe if i hav engh money 2 cele my bd nxt yr Jan!!!.....

da worst da WORST ting is!!~~~althgh im broke.....i cant control myself n keep on **ShOpPiNg**!!......da urge 2 shop n slurge is sooooo irresistable wiv all da christmas n yr end ^^DiScOuNt^^ n da opening of ^^JURONG.POINT.EXTENSION^^!!......hahahhaha.....kean saez tt capitaland claims tt now da whole jurong point is as big as 10 football fields!!........how is tt possible!!??......yupyup its true tt its prettiz big~~but is it reli tt big u hav 2 go down n c 4 urself!!(^,^)......hahaha......ahhhhhhhz i shld hire a personal financial planner!!...hu wanna take on tis job hu hu!!??.....

aniwaez!!......juz wanna show off sum of my recent **HAPPIZ** purchases!!.....muhahahaha!!.........

###ENVELOPE.PURSE###

tis purse DAmmmmmmmnnNNN CUTEZ ritez!!??.....hahahah c c still hav face de!!.....n den horz da red nose is a pop-out sponge!!....beri spongy beri nicez 2 squeeze de!....hehehehe....n da best part is its big engh 2 hold everyting!!~~my money+cards+keys+handphone+tissue+mirror+eyebrow pencil+eyeliner!!.....all-in-1!!!....i named it ~~uNcLe.ChAn~~......hahahaha.....

###SEXY.NECKLACE###

beri nicez ritez!!??.....n **SeXy**~~~~.....totalli suits mi ritez!!??....wahahaha ya i noe!!......kean+jennifer saez de!!......im gonna wear it on my bd!!.....soooo xcited!!(^x^)....

###BLACK-RED-STRIP.CLUTCH###

hahahaha bought tis tgr wiv my uncle chan purse......hehehehe.....coz i found it reli nicez at da pt of purchase......but now on 2nd thought~~~i tink its juz a OKAY.....nevertheless!!...i still lik it coz it can carry alottaz stuff too!!....hahahhaa....n it has da short hand-holder strip n long shoulder-carry strip so i can carry it both wae so convenient!!....hehehehe.....

###SEXY.GOLD.CLUTCH###

yes yes yes!!!..........yet another clutch!!....hahahha but i SUPER **LOVE** tis golden clutch coz its super long+big+simple+causal+elegant all at once!!......can bring it on all kinda occasionx!....heheheh n its a christmas present fm laogong gong!!*muackz*(^+^)......heheheh...but of course is i choose myself de lahz.......

###LEOPARD-PRINT.VEST###

i cant resist it i juz MUST buy tis vest!!.....sooooo cutez!!......hahahaha altgh i dunoe whether ll i eva wear it but i juz hav 2 buy it!!.....hahahahaha.....

###LITTAL.BLACK.SHOES###

yeahz!!.....finalli i found a black shoes which i lik......its prettiz hard 2 find a pair of plain-no-design black shoes nowadays........n tis exactly wat i wan......hahahhaa....i dun reli lik aniting too fanciful esp shoes........hahahahhaa.......nicez~~~

###ADIDAS.PERFUME & SHOWER.GEL.SET###

i chance upon tis wen im shopping 4 my dear paulpaul 21st bd present (bought a ^^Intimately Beckham^^ n ^^Kate Moss Velvet Hour^^ Perfume & Shower Gel Set 4 paulpaul).....hahahahha.....reli lik da sweet fragrance~Fruity Rhythm~ hence buy!!.....but i still miss my ^^Gucci Envy Mi^^ n ^^Davidoff Echo^^ which r oreadi long finished!!....*sob*..........

###LITTAL.BLACK.MINI.SKIRT###
heheheh LASTLY!!.....yeahz love tis black mini skirt!!!!!!............hehehhee.......its 4 da sexy sunny BEACH!!....keke......hopefulli ll hav da chance 2 wear it soon!!.......hehehe......
**kessiz notez: ahhhhhhzzz!!!.........wat shld i do 4 my bd!!??......seriousli hav no ideaz.......muz b fun muz b CHEAP!!......plsssss help mi tink guyx!!....n.....6 daez 2 *ChRiStMaS*(^,^).......

^^HoLiDaEz^^!!~~~wOoOtZz**

2008-12-11T17:44:00.015+08:00

^^!!HOLIDAEZ!!^^

yeahz finalli its officially our ~LOVELI~ holidaez!!..\(^,^)/....
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heheheh damn HaPpIz manz.......n my buddiez noe mi best!!.....ask mi go listen BoYs.LiKe.GaLz-HoLiDaEz!....hahaha....

after last 1 whole week of torture+serious lack of slp+pimple outbreak+quarantine fm outside world......our RMTR individual ass is finalli submitted+da devil annie yee's TRMK common test is finalli ovr so we can gain back our freedom!!.....

ohz n can u believe it!!??....i 1st timez copy during test in poly lehz!!.....sumore is copy fm selwyn lehz SELWYN DA STONE lehz!!!.....hu owaez slack n nvber study test de stone!!~~~.....wahahahha!!...

aiyaz aniwaez damn ^SuAyZ^ lahz!!.....total gt 7 chaps 2 study for TRMK den i totalli skip n heck chap 1+7 but so heng both chap cum out alotz lahz!!.....i was lik "huhz" den i was lik "wert" den i was lik "OhZ sHiTz~~~" wen i was lookin thru da paper during da 10mins reading timez.....i omoz die...wahahhaha.....

aniwaez i juz anihow boom da ans lahz!....den wen pens dw n devil annie yee is collecting da paper i was lik asking selwyn whether my ans correct anotz den he saez tel mi he beri sure of his ans of another qns which i nvber do so i quickli copy b4 annie yee cum!!.....so **NERVOUS** but damn **XCITING** lehz!!!!....hahhaha....
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yeahz now tt its holidaez but~~ahhhhz!!....damn **LaZy** 2 blogz lehz!!.....hahahhaha....was slackin+shoppin+njoying+relaxin+chalet~ing+sentosa~ing since last fridaez!!....hehehe....

aiyaz but den my buddiez is complaining i nvber update so kkz lahz kkz lahz!!....but den coz too long no blogz liaoz so MANI ting 2 blog fm last timex ehz!!....
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........so 2daez ll juz anihow do sum random bloggin 1st!...hehehehe.......

I WANNA GET A TATTOO LAHZ!!(^o^)......

muhahhaa........i tink is last~last~last~last~last~last~thurs we have our WISP presentation bout tattoo....da topic is "do u tink tattooed people are bad influence?"....my ans is ^NO^ of course!......hahhaa...den mi+joce paste fake butterfly tattoo!!...put at da ankle is so god damn ++NICEZ++ lehz!!.....hehehhe....

see see see see!!(^-^)....damn ~~COOL~~ wat!!!......where gt bad influenece!?....hahahha.....

muhhahaha.....n i wear casual formal tt daez 4 presentation.....beri seldom ll wear lik tis de......hahaha i tink damn nicez can.....kekekeke!!!......

hmmmm......i reli reli beri 不舍得 wash awae my tattoo lehz!......coz i reli lik it lahz...if is real de den so good ritez!?.....but den my laogong gong dun wan let mi put real one lehz~~~~(/.\)........hmmmph him~~.....hahahaa......muhahaa dey 2 pointing at my tAtToOz!**.....

......KKZ now CONTINUE wiv ALL our TOILET foto!!=D.....
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hehehehhe.....i reli lik da nxt 3 fotoz damn CUTEX!!!~~~gt sequence 1!!...n is by chance de...hehehe.......

**Prettiz KES** **Prettiz KES+xiao fei****Prettiz KES+xiao fei+PS** one of da rare occasionx wen i wear my fav red spec 2 sch.......muhahahahaa......
my +++HeAdBaNd+++ daez!!(^^).....hehehheh new 1 new 1 whitey band!!.....beri nicez horz!?....
tt ^^chubby finger+chubby tights+chubby neck^^ selwyn saez my face look chubby in tis foto lehz.........so sad.......where gt!!!!???........hahahahhaha........beri CUTEZ wat!!!~~~....... tis den is call ~~CHUBBY~~ ba!!!....muhahhaa.......
tis is wen we r tryin out da WHITECOLOURS tshirt b4 da blogshopsgolive tingy.....hehehehhe......n tt harris is playin a fool wiv my prettiz white scraf lahz!!....he damn funniz lehz n i muz saez innovative!!..wahahaha......
yeahz we r in selwyn car again!!!....... wiv his sunglasses!!...v(^,^)v.....muhahahaha..........i lik it lehz but cannt kope home....hmmm.....

kkz kkz!!!!.....i damn lazy le!!!!!......wahahahhaha.....shall random blogz til here 4 now!.....hahahhaah......will continue soon lahz!....v(^.^)v.......dun miss mi too much ya!......

**kessiz notez: ...........8 DAEZ 2 **ChRiStMaS**!!!!!!!......WooooOOOOtZZZz~~~..........

LOVE\(^,^)/.....

2008-12-03T18:10:00.003+08:00

omigod~~~~~
dere r more n more couples in our class!!....
muhahahaha...so sweetz ritez!!??.....
1st dere is joce+sly since poly 1st yr.......
den we hav nurra+razi since dunoe wen....
finalli we hav da newest couple shaleen+harris which pop out juz bout 1 mth ago!!.....
~~
so so so so so *HAPPIZ* 4 dem!!(^^).....
n i hope dere ll b more 2 cum!!.....
kekekekeke.....
sumbodi ll noe wat im tokin bout if tt sumbodi read tis!!...*cHeEkY.sMiLe*....hehehehhe.....
~~
hmmmmm.....class coupling is juz so sweet ritez!!??....
hahahaha....remind mi of my own class coupling during primary sch....
tt will b my 1st bf eva....^^puppi.love^^......n he is call *yong bob*...muhahhaha....
~~
we noe each other n r in da same class since pri 1....
den we r buddiez eva since....reli lik buddiez coz im prettiz boyish back in pri sch.....all sports oso play+beri tough!!....muhahaha....
den all of a sudden mayb i pri 4 start 2 becum more girlish....
den oso dunoe y da mutual puppi love juz grew between us...
n we becum a couple!!(^^)...SO CUTEZ!!....
~~
oso cant rmb y we broke up aniwaez...
but i tink its ovr a super childish+lame misunderstanding~~...
aniwaez da both of us r juz too stubborn 2 clarify da matter at tt timex so dahx**.....
but its prettiz amazing tt our puppi love managed 2 survive lik 2 years!!....
~~
hmmmmm...cum 2 tink of it......
dunoe wat ll becum of us if we r still tgr......
coz i tink i reli lik him at tt timex n he is a great guyz...
hahahaha.....ya wat if!!~~.....
~~
++++kessiz*LOVE*philosophy++++
LOVE~is a good ting!!**.....
AND~life is oly so short.....
SO~if u got sumone u love.....
JUZ~go ahead n tel him/her.....
EVEN~if he/she is oreadi attached.....
DUN~b afraid 2 waver their love....
COZ~it ll stand strong if its meant 2b....
ITS~even beta if he/she is nt attached!!.....
ITS~absoluteli no harm even if u kana rejected ritez??....
AND~its even even beta if it helps 2 kickstart a rls!!......
SO~shld nvber gib up wen u din even try......
COZ~mayb u r realli tt special one 4 him/her.....
AND~he/she may nt cum 2 realize until u take da 1st step.....
SO~dun gib urself a chance 2 regret ltr ya!!
****LOVE.LOVE.LOVE****\(^,^)/.....

~~
**kessiz notez: am in da process of serious matchmaking!!***hehehehehe....so xcited n fun!!!.......